Larry Stylinson-We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve

chapter 2

Louis' POV

"Who was it?" El asks me gently.

"It was Harry."

I see she's surprised by my answer "oh that's really good Lou! I'm happy for you two if you are gonna be again as close as you were!"

Awww. That's my babe,bitches.

"Thank you love,but I don't think so. It was pretty weird to talk with him as we used to..anyways he needed a friend because he split up with Taylor" I say smiling.

"So just go there! It's fine for me!" She says. Did I tell how much I love her? 

Well,I FUCKIN' LOVE MY BABE.

"Umm" i say kissing her "I think that there is a person right here that need her boyfriend,and that's much ..how can I say.. more,uhm, interesting?I guess." She laughs and kisses me back.

It's gonna be a good night.

"But now it's time to go outside! Dani and Liam are waiting for us" El says as we stop kissing.

"Right babe" and I squeeze her hand.

I'm telling Li why me and El were that late and he can't believe harry called me. 

"Are you kidding me lou?"

"Trust me,Liam! I was shocked too,I don't know,maybe he's back! Our harry is back!" A big smile appears on my face. 

"Who knows.." Liam is not really sure,so I decide to don't think about it for a while "let's go have fuuuuun!!!!"

...

This club is sick!

We're really having fun,it's something like two hours we're drinking,and drinking,and drinking..

And guess what? Drinking. 

Damn,I'm so funny sometimes ahahah.

Ok Louis stop,you're being awkward talking to yourself.

Anywayssss it's time to go home now,it's really late.

I have my own apartment,but El is with me tonight.

Eheehheehehehhe,no. NO CHEEKY THOUGHTS. Not at all.I SWEAR!

...

Well,I was right when I said "no cheeky thoughts" .

What a loser! El was talking with me and suddenly she fell on the bed sleeping. Shit. No relaxing sex tonight! It was even planned..aaaaa I'm not gonna let her drink anymore. No no no. Noooo way. 

I'm not tired and I don't know what to do, so I'm here lying under the blankets freezing like a little fucking loser who hasn't got his sex-night with his fucking girlfriend!!!

Maybe I'm a bit obsessed tonight. 

And maybe I know the reason..

...

This thing is killing me for real. 

I can't sleep! God,I need my beauty sleep! Oh,fuck Harry. No really,go fuck yourself (?). You can't just call me after months of being something like a zombie to us,you just CAN'T.

I missed you so much,it was like my heart couldn't even beat at the beginning when you started being with other people and not with us anymore.

We were best mates,at least I thought it.Not really sure about it now.

Well but I have to admit I treated him like shit tonight when he called me.. Poor him. Maybe he really wants to be like before,maybe it's not just my illusion.

I hope so.

Finger crossed.

"Haz,I'm really sorry for before,I should've come when I heard you needed me. It was just kind of weird for me,you know,it was like nothing wasn't changed and..i wasn't ready. 

But now I know I am. Tell me you're gonna forgive me! Xx Boo" I sent him that text message. 

I think when you're drunk you just say anything you think in that moment. 

So I'm happy I'm drunk.At last harry will know how me and the boys feel about this situation.

It's been an hour and I didn't receive any answer from Harry. Weird. Maybe it's just me but usually harry text you back in a minute. 

So I'm sending him random worried messages (some of them are really senseless) and I hope he's fine.

I don't know what else to do.

I've decided to watch a film because of my insomnia.

Yeah,I know it could sound pathetic that I'm really watching "Winnie the Pooh" when I'm 21 years old but it's just soooo cute and I can use the excuse I was drunk. 

Ohhh yes,you're talking to the genius Louis Tomlinson.

Ok "Winnie the Pooh" is kinda boring I gotta admit it. And Harry still hasn't text me back. 

I'm nervous and I feel like something is wrong.

Oh fuck,I'm gonna call him right now,even though I'll become crazy.

"Harry? Is everything alright?"I ask.

"You're Louis right? Wait,I'm gonna call Harry,he's in the other room" Nick Grimshaw's voice is speaking. I know it's him because of his annoying voice.

I just hang up. What should I do? Harry has Nick,he doesn't need me.

Liam was right being insecure.

I guess he's having fun teasing me.