Larry Stylinson-We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve

chapter 6

Harry's POV

Louis is in front of me drinking his tea as he is half covered by a blanket.

He was feeling really cold,poor lad.

"Have you finished? You know I'm a human so I need to go sleeping" i say playfully.

"Well I've finished 5 minutes ago actually" he raises his eyebrows and starts running because I wanna punch him.

"Come here Louis! I'm gonna kill you for real this time!!" I say as I run through the corridors trying to catch him.

But suddenly I can see him no more.

"Where are you stupid boy?" I say.

Not an answer.

"Aaaa" he appears trying to scare me. 

"Oh i see" i say teasing him "you're such a scary boy" 

He laughs "I know right!"

Now we are in my bed as we're cuddling and it's nicely warm if we're together.

I love this atmosphere,it's full of words even if we're quiet.

It's raining hard and louis hugs me tightlyer.

"You know I was thinking if you could maybe come back living here,if you want"

He doesn't say anything.

"Oh well.. i guess it's a no. I understand it" i say in a sad voice.

"No no no! I'm sorry I was just a little surprised! It would be amazing,i miss this apartment so much and obviously i miss sharing it with you" he says and he looks adorable right now,i can swear.

"Yayyy!thank you Boo,it means a lot to me.I promise everything will be fine and you're definitely not gonna move from here anymore!never ever again!you're mine now" I'm so so so happy.

"Yes I am yours,and i'll stay here forever" he says with a dramatically voice on the last word "i just need a few days to take my stuff from my apartment and tell Eleanor about that" .

"What if she doesn't want you to move here?" I say worried.

"I don't think she wouldn't be okay with that,but in that case I'd tell her that I don't give a shit of what she thinks" he says with a big smile on his face.

"Okay..if you are brave enough maybe.." I say laughing a bit.

"I am!!!" He screams like a little child.

"Mm not sure.." I say with an amused look on my face.

"I'll prove it to you so you'll shut up right? But you don't have to move,not a single muscle" Lou tells me suddenly serious.

I just nod looking straight in his eyes.

The atmosphere is different,I can feel it.

Lou is coming closer and his eyes are staring at my mouth.

What the hell?

No no no.

"Go away harry!" My mind shouts.

But my head doesn't turn away and I dont know why.

Actually my gaze is on Louis' lips too, what's wrong with me? 

But he said I don't have to move so I'm just gonna use this for excuse if anyone asks.

He's really close to me,I close my eyes but nothing happens.

So I open them again seeing he's not looking at me anymore but at the blankets as he's blushing omg what happened? Why isn't he kissing me?!

Gosh Harry you're so creepy.

He's a man! Your fucking best friend!And even more,guess what,you're not gay, and he's not too.

Wow.

"Mm Louis?" I try to say.

I see he's laughing hard,what the hell?!

"have you seen it now? How much I could be brave?" He says.

"Mm..I think yes" i say confused.

"So just shut up and let me sleep babe" he says yawning.

He kisses me softly on my left cheek and I blush -seriously,what's wrong with me lately?- and says "Night haz" falling immediately asleep.

"Night Boo Bear" i whisper.

I keep staring at him sleeping,I feel a bit creepy but he's like an angel fallen from the sky you know..uhm ok harry,fine. 

My mind just can't shut up,I keep thinking of how much he was close to kiss me and about the feelings I felt while he was.

I just didn't want to move at all,but that's really weird because i've never thought about Louis in that way.

I mean,how could I?

First of all,he's a male.

No problem with homosexual,already said it,but.. I'm just not.

Anddd,he likes girls.

GIRLS. G-I-R-L-S.

Not a big deal actually,I like girls too.

Maybe.