𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𓇽 -𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝟏-

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐓𝐞𝐧.

- ' 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞. 𝐈 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫..' -

★

It's been 8 months,

I sighed as I packed up my bag soon telling the children at the daycare goodbye.

I clocked out early due to Brianna and Adonis wanting to go out to for lunch.

Besides a co-worker came in so why not take that fucking opportunity ? I soon hugged lily and liam, my best behaved kids.. That's a stretch..

Soon before I knew it I'm walking out of the daycare as an all black Van slowly drove by, I furrowed my eyebrows at how slow they were driving as if them niggas were looking at me.

The van was tented so I wouldn't even be able to tell.

Before I knew it ,They rolled the windows down soon letting off shots.

I try to take cover behind my car but in the process got shot in my chest missing my heart, making me yell out in fucking pain, why the fuck did they come shooting up my job? A fucking daycare..

I instantly look over toward the daycare seeing the windows all broken up, But lily outside the door lying on the ground as the co-worker was now on the phone panicking..

The car far gone as my vision is blurry and everything goes black..

★
A few days later..

I frowned as i looked back at me and Harlems messages, He told me he'd pick me up last night so we could fuck and he hadn't came got me last night.

Not only that but he hasn't texted me since monday.. Its now Friday.

Like yeah its a casual fuck, we've been causally fucking for 8 months.. --Even though he's been taking me out to eat and buying me new things-- but thats all we can be. I don't think we'd be good together no matter how much i like him, I am still so scarred from my ex.

'𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐤' had the fucking nerve to text me recently, i haven't heard from him in years and when i finally do it's a fucking.. ' 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭. '

I blocked his dumb ass.

I think it's the other way around Mark. Everyone you get close to gets hurt..

Mark turned me out, i loved him.. He took my virginity so of course my dumb ass would feel attached to him.. But it got to the point where I would take his side instead of my ex bestfriends ruining my relationships and grades.

he would beat me and cheat on me! Of course i stayed by his side, The dick was good and i loved him, real bad..

But he outed me to my parents, ruined my relationship with my parents because i walked in on him devouring some girls Pussy right in our shared house-- he had the nerve to have me move in with him just to cheat on me in our own fucking bed?-- i went off on him and moved out.

I haven't heard from his gang banging ass in about 6 years.. I was 23 when we last spoke..

I soon felt tears streaming down my face as the events of 2019 occured in my mind..

Mark was the only person i was truly scared of.

I felt so weak as i sat in my car outside the local barber shop , i wiped my tears soon getting out of my Range Rover and then locking my doors back now walking inside..

I dabbed up the people i knew, soon walking over to Niko's chair , sitting down at he stared at me soon shaking his head sighing.. "how you doing?" Niko asked me as Adonis soon walked into the barber shop..

"Good i guess."

Adonis soon walked over to us grabbing ahold of Niko's arm looking up at him with wide eyes.. niko furrowed his eyebrows pushing Adonis away, They fucking? Nah Adonis wit Cordell .

Adonis soon wiped his eyes as tears continued to fall down his face..

"Baby boy you okay ?" i asked worriedly as he looked at me and his eyes widened. "oh my gosh- no one told you!" he cried as i furrowed my eyebrows looking at him like he's crazy .

"huh?"

"i-its Harlem. He got shot a couple of days ago and the hospital won't let us see him! He's in surgery still!" Adonis yelled as i look between him and Niko who stared down at him with a frown.

"H-He got shut?" I asked with wide eyes even though he just said that.. i watched as Adonis nodded making my heart sink.. the first thing i did was pull Adonis into a tight hug, Him and Brianna must have been so heart broken when they found out..

I need to hold back my tears and be here for Adonis..

"Niko can you take care of him? Take him back home so he can Comfort Brianna, he obviously came to you for comfort so it's only right if you give it to him.." i told niko as i gently pushed Adonis into nikos open arms.. "Alright.. Take care yo.." niko told me as i sighed..

𝐓𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝..

A/N: 𝐔𝐦.. 𝐖𝐨𝐰😭😭😭..