High School Crush

Kinda sucks

~Lilly's POV~

Last lesson on Mondays we have ABC and Bella sits next to Jacob. Today we didn't have our usual teacher, we had a cover. We had already done the work that had been set for us so the cover teacher lets us just sit about doing nothing. I kept looking over to Bella and Jacob. Every time she looked at me I'd mouth to her 'kiss him' but she refused every time.

At one point I thought they were talking and I said this to the people on my table. So what did Janice do? She shouted at Bella 'Are you talking to Jacob?!'

Great. Well done Janice, totally not making it obvious. I think he had her phone for most of the lesson. She told me that he knows her password and he has his fingerprint on it.

They seriously need to date. Like now. Because they're cute asf and everyone ships them together. Me and Lucy even created a petition for her Bella to kiss him. We nearly got Jacob to sign it because we didn't tell him what it was for. Bella's wasn't happy about the idea but I was determined to get them together.

~Bella's POV~

He was playing that game again. That game where you read Bella's messages but you don't reply. That's been happening a lot recently and I'm starting to get fed up of it. Especially with him.

I can manage not talking to other people but Jacob. It just doesn't feel right not talking to him. I don't know why, it's not like he's my boyfriend. He never will be and that kinda sucks. He doesn't like me that way. He just sees me as a friend.

Ugh I need to stop. I've been trying to keep a positive mind lately but it's kinda hard. What with family problems, end of year exams approaching, friendship troubles.

I don't know. I guess I've just been putting myself down a lot. But I'm just waiting for the day when someone walks up to me and says 'this was all a dream' or 'this isn't your life.' Because that would be great. To not have to put up with the things that I have to would just be amazing.