Killa City it's the illest City

When The Smoke Clears

" I swear to god you better never try & leave me I want you to myself I swear to god I'm greedy I gotta move a certain way know it ain't easy " - J.I.

- Kash

I'm sitting here in the passenger seat of Domos truck, just staring out the window with my arms crossed. I'm so annoyed right now, but I knew this was bound to happen. I can feel him glancing at me every now & then while he drives.

Finally looking in his direction for the first time since we been in here. I didn't ride with you to sit in silence , I could have rode with Velly & Ari. I finally spoke up he glanced over at me raising an eyebrow.

" Dude chill out. " was all he responded back with. Chill out , I said drawing my eyebrows together , looking at him like he had two heads. Domir please don't play with me right now , I said staring at him. You acting as if I don't have a valid reason to feel how I do right now.

" I never said you didn't , I know I fucked up Keisha that shit was lame of me. I can't even sit here & try to make excuses for myself , when I was fully aware of what I was doing. All I can do is apologize I had a weak moment . "

" You got every right to be mad , I know we ain't really made shit official but, I still been pursuing you with the intentions on doing so , so I can see how you would feel played with ."

" It's not my intentions to make you feel that way at all tho. i hate I did it shit wasn't even worth it on bro . I wasn't thinking clearly , whatever it take for you to forgive me I'm here ."

" I don't want to lose you & I know that sound kind of crazy being that I'm the one that caused this in the first place , but I'm human I'm not perfect I fuck up sometime. " If you choose to forgive me it won't happen again , but if you choose not to I understand. " he said as he pulled into the parking lot of Santa Fe Cafe .

I relaxed in my seat, as I sat there a little surprised by his response. just taking in everything he said . He pulled into a parking spot parking his car & turning off the engine . We sat there for a few seconds in silence as I contemplated on what I wanted to say back .

He began to speak but I cut in. I forgive you but I won't be forgetting this . that shit really hurt my feelings Domir , because I thought you had more respect for me . " & I do. " he cuts in I'm not finished. I said, stopping him from saying anything further .

From here on out , if we're gonna be working towards building something , it ain't gone be nobody else involved it's gone be us & only US or nothing else. I'm not gonna be the female to sit around just excepting whatever , while my nigga out in the streets doing god knows what .

He smacked his lips waving me off, " man you ain't gotta worry about excepting nothing , cause i won't be on shit. i know you not playing with me it won't happen again."

Oh I know it won't I said, looking him in his eyes. let me see yo phone I said putting my hand out. he raised his eyebrow but complied , handing me his phone. What's the passcode I asked him , looking up. " Yo birthday " he responded , sitting back in his seat. I smiled small putting it in & going straight to his messages , scrolling through looking at all the bitchs in his phone.

All I can do is shake my head , all these hoes better be gone by the time we make it official , that's all I'm gone say. I said , looking over at him he nodded in agreement.

I exited iMessage not even caring to get on any of his socials , that would just further piss me off. Im already knowing I'm just gone run into the same shit. I pulled up his contact list scrolling till I got to one name in particular.