Our lost Baby Brother

( Chapter 5 ) Pregnancy 🤰🏼

{ Previously: Angelica and Matthew marriage }

Todays chapter: Angelica's first pregnancy

Point of View - Angelica

Is this what I think it's is? I can feel my thoughts streaming down in my mind. I feel anxious, scared but mostly I feel a sense of relief..? I look up at Matthew who is leaning on the door with crossed hands, yet his soft and gentle gaze towards me. "Matty.. I think I'm—" Matthew walks towards me, holding my hands as his piercing soft eyes look into mine. "Everything is going to be fine love.. I'm here with you.." I feel my eyes get glossy and tears almost wells up in my eyes. Matthew caresses my cheeks, cupping them into his warm, big hands. Matthew peck me on the lips and strokes my hair. "For now take a test. I promise I will be here with you though it all okay?" He said. I feel a sense of happiness and nods my head while rubbing my eyes.

15 minutes later

Point Of View - Matthew

I wait anxiously outside the door of our bathroom. I have been waiting for something like 10 minutes I think? That doesn't even matter at this point. I'm waiting for the test results. I'm worried about her. However I will never leave her. If it's a no or yes, I be the best husband and father she could ever ask for. All of my thoughts crosses my mind as I patiently sit on the bed beside the room she is in. Suddenly I heard the door open. I got startled and look up at her with a soft smile. "What's the result?" I ask. She looks at me hesitant and I can feel that she is worried about something. I walk towards her, holding her hands on mine. "I will accept anything. I want you to know I love you so much. No matter what." I cup her cheeks and peck her lips once again, waiting for her answer.

Point of View - Angelica

I-I'm pregnant. I said as I look down anxious. Will he leave me? Is he fine with this? I should have been careful. What if he hates me? What will I do? Such thoughts crosses my mind and I fidget with my fingers really nervous about his response. To my surprise he hugs me. I can feel something dripping behind my shoulder as he buries his face on my shoulder. Is this—.. I hug him back as Matthew sniffles soft on me. This man that I thought knew no other emotions, is crying? "I'm so happy. You don't know. I love you so so so much. Thank you for making my wish of having an complete family come true" He said as he hugged me more tightly.

Timeskip: 9 months later

Point of View - Angelica

Im sitting on the couch watching some kids cartoons. I don't give a f*ck about what others think or tell me about that, because who are they to judge me? Im holding one hand over my belly, and the belly bulge is now a thing you could seen pretty clearly and easy. My other hand is digging trough the popcorns, trying to find the most salted and good one. Right now Matthew is at work. I pout at the thought. I sigh. "Haah... I miss him. He doesn't even let me walk around or do any chores" I mumble. Not even 3 seconds later I hear the door open. My eyes sparkled as I see Matthew enter the door with some sweets and food. Can he read my mind or something? I think as I giggle soft to myself.

"Is my princess all happy to see me now? Aww" He cooed as he saw me all cuddled up to his blanket. "I brought you some sweets that you told me you craved" He continues with a soft smile, while patting my back gentle. My eyes sparkle and I look up at him with a cute smile. "Thank you so much. I love you. Your really the best!" I squeal out of happiness. The rest of the day we just watched some romantic videos, played some games he had on his computer, and lastly now we're somehow on the bed all cuddled up, trying to sleep because it's night and bedtime. Matthew reads a bedtime story for our baby. I look up at him with a smile and can't help but think that he is so so so cute. He always tells me that he believes our baby can hear everything we say.  That's cute.

Some time later I hear the soft snores of Matthew. The time is something like 2. I really need to get some sleep I think. Suddenly I feel water on the sheets. I gently pull the blanket away and brushed it off thinking I had just peed as an accident. But to my surprise that was not the case. My water has broken. I look at the sheets and then at Matthew.

Timeskip

Point of View: Angelica

"And that's how my first pregnancy went. I have 6 pretty angels. Each one of them give me joy." I lean back on the couch, sighing soft. My husband comes behind me, gently massaging my shoulders. He pecks a soft kiss against my lips" "Mi amore, what are you thinking about hm?" He asks me. His voice is deep and husky as ever. "Just thinking about how lucky I am babe." He chuckles and sits besides me, stroking my one thigh gentle and whispers in my ear. "Mi tesoro im the lucky one to have such a pretty, loving, strong wife and mother." I try to hush him and I feel my cheeks getting red. "Shh.." Our kids watching this scene makes "yuck" "eww" noises behind us. Matt shots them a glare, that makes them silent. "You had your time with your mama, now let daddy have his time with your mama too, got it?" Matthew tells our kids. I laugh at the scene happening in front of me.

{Authors note}
DARLING GUESS WHOS BACK FROM THE DEATH💗 My dear pookies, forgive me for not posting so often👉👈😖 Everyone thinks I'm dead including my friends, because I haven't responded on my phone or updated in any other apps like in here for a thousand years💀 But im alive- I swear I'm trying to post more, my brain is just not working properly at the moment🥰 I'm writing chapter 6 right now. It's 4 am in the morning😍 Be patient, Noah's appearance will come very soon🤌 W-W-Who m-missed m-me- [💀💀💀]  Forget that, that's all for todays chapter, see you in the next chapter. Muah love you pookies🥰<3

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