Premkatha

Six.

Saanvi's POV

My not-so-waiting night came and my phobia was also having fun with me.

GOD, what bad I had done with you why do you give me "auto phobia"?

(The fear of being alone is known as auto phobia and people who have auto phobia are scared more at night cause of the silence and darkness.)

I have been using my phone for the last 5 hours cause of this my eyes are hurting like hell. I had already talked with my all known people. I can't find anything interesting to watch and my phone is also at 20% which means I have to put it on charge.

I am getting bored and again my phobia is taking over me to calm myself down I start to check something online a notification occurs on my WhatsApp it was from the group name "IIT Kharagpur CS department".

"It's a message to remind you that the day after tomorrow is the freshers' party held by second-year CS students for first-year students.............................

.......................................... CS department head Dhruv Malhotra"

Okay, so the freshers' party is the day after tomorrow and I don't have any dresses to wear.

I mean I have but they are all suits or jeans, not a single dress and it's so obvious that I can't wear them to the party.

I am just an average-looking girl so to look better I should wear something which can enhance me and make me feel normal cause all the girls here wear dresses like they are models and I don't want to be bullied at the party. So I should search for some dresses online.

Choosing a dress was never my thing cause if I went shopping it would take at least 2 hours to choose single clothes for myself and here we are talking about online shopping for a party that I never attended.

Tsk tough task. But in the end, I have to look for it.

And when I was done ordering a dress, scandal, matching jewelry, and make-up product. The clock shows 6 a.m.

Seriously, like this many hours God why I am like this?

Whatever I should start getting ready.

After I complete my morning routine slowly cause I am way too sleepy. I lay on my bed and closed my eyes after some minutes I heard the door opening voice and here my ishaani came.

"God ishaani I miss you so much. Ishaani I love you. please don't leave me again." I start to blabber in my half-sleep.

ISHAANI'S Pov

Ruhaan dropped me at my hostel at 9 a.m I was ready for college and went to my room to collect my remaining books and also for saanvi.

I opened the door of our room and saw saanvi lying on her bed and heard some voice she woke up and said "God ishaani I miss you so much. Ishaani I love you. please don't leave me again." She is blabbering in her sleep and I find it so sweet.

No one genuinely likes me this much. It is always like we talk with each other but not one till now say me that they miss me.

In our previous school, everyone knew me and ruhaan as Dhruv bhai's sibling, and everyone wanted to be our friend cause of him that's why we don't want anyone to know who we are to Dhruv Bhai.

But I felt guilty after looking at his face. He never shares his problems with us just the happiness that he shares. After we said we didn't want anyone to know the relation between us. He never talked with us in college. Even when we cross paths he ignore us and it hurts. This morning ruhaan said he is okay to reveal just waiting for me.