Broken Soul (A Kurt Cobain Fanfic)

How Do I look?

Today, Kurt and his band are going to a LGBTQ+ gathering to perform. Kurt said he had a surprise he wanted me to see and that I was going to love it. He had been in the bathroom for ten minutes when he finally came out... in a dress.

"How do I look, Amy," he asked.

"Oh, my god, you were right I love this," I laughed.

"Stop laughing at me," he said, while laughing.

"Kurt, darling, you are in a dress that's covered in flowers how can I not laugh?" I said laughing even harder.

He laughed and laid down on the bed next to me putting his left arm around me. I turned on my side and cuddled as close as I could to him. Feeling his body heat and him holding me close was enough to make me melt. I love him with all my heart and I don't want anything to happen to what we have now.

"Want to hang out on the balcony and smoke weed?" Kurt asked.

"Hell yeah," I answer, getting up and walking to the balcony door.

He stayed on the bed watching me walk towards the door.

"Why are you just staring at me?" I asked, a smile slowly making it's way across my face.

"You're so perfect," he responded.

"Thank you, Kurt, now come on I wanna smoke weed like we did when we were teenagers," I say.

I grab his wrist and pull him up off the bed. He reluctantly got up mumbling about how much he liked the view from the bed.

"The only reason you liked that view was because you were looking my ass," I whisper in his ear as he grabbed the weed.

"Yeah, I know. It's a wonderful view and it makes me want to do some things later," he says as he slapped and grabbed my ass.

"Mmm, what kind of things?" I asked with a seductive tone.

"The kind of things you want to do because you have that sexy tone I like," he said, wrapping a joint and placing it in between my lips.

"You wish this joint was your dick right now, don't you?" I tease.

"As soon as we get back here it will be, my little slut," he says as he lights my joint.

We head out onto the balcony and smoke our weed when Mike walks in and joins us. The three of us just sat there, in silence, blowing out the smoke, and looking off into the distance.

"So, what are y'all's plans for after the show today?" Mike asked.

Kurt and I looked at each other and smirked.

"So, I take it as I'll be at Dale's and Buzz's room tonight," Mike said, rather annoyed might I add.

Soon it was time for us to go to the gathering and preform. We all got inside the van and drove to the courthouse where the gathering was being held. I looked out and saw all these different people who other's won't accept. It hurt me to see people rejected because of who they love.

"Okay, you guys ready?" Buzz asked.

"We're ready," Kurt answered. "Amy, honey, you should stay in the crowd. I want you to see this."

I walked around the crowd, talking to people when I saw a familiar face. It was EJ. Why was she all the way out here from Virginia?

"Amy? Oh, my god, Amy! What are you doing here?" EJ yelled.

"I'm dating Kurt again and they're performing here today," I explained.

"Holy shit, so is Dave, he's the drummer for Scream," EJ said just as Scream was going up on stage.

"Hello everyone, we're Scream and we're glad to be here today with Fecal Matter," said the lead singer of Scream.

Twenty minutes later they finished their set and Kurt came onto the stage so I knew the band was about to play. Kurt looked for me in the crowd and when he saw me, he smiled and began to sing. He is a wonderful singer. Every word so perfectly sung, it sounds heavenly coming from his mouth. I didn't want it to end but it has to.

The band took thirty minutes unlike Dave's because everyone loved Kurt's voice and the way he sang and screamed. When it was over, Kurt disappeared. I looked all around the stage with Dale, Mike, and Buzz trying to find him when he came up from behind me and draped something over my shoulder.

"I ran to the guy who was packing up pride flags and bought one for you," he explained, hugging me from behind.

"Oh, Kurt, that is so sweet. Thank you," I said.

"You're welcome, my love," he replied, kissing my lips.

"Alright, love birds, let's get out of here and eat," Dale interrupted.

"Hell yeah, I'm fuckin' hungry," Buzz says.

"Hey! Amy, Kurt! Where are y'all eating, I'd like to join you if that's okay?" EJ asked.

"Bizzarro, I hear it's a good place here in Seattle," Dale said.

"You know, I like Seattle. It's still in Washington and it seems pretty peaceful. I'd like to live here someday," Kurt said.

"We will, one day," I whisper.

We get into our cars and drove uptown to Bizzarro and met EJ there. EJ and I caught up on how life had been since I moved back to Aberdeen.

"Your dad and his wife got divorced, Tom got arrested for doing cocaine right in front of the police station, and guess what, he was high when he did that so he's gone for a while. I'm going to law school next month while Dave is god knows where performing," EJ said.

"That's a few years worth of information for one. So, I came home and called Kurt and it turned out the the reason he never called when I left was because when we had that argument, he thought we broke up. He tried to get back with me but I wasn't having it because I was just angry. Three years and two months later after my eighteenth birthday Kurt came back to Aberdeen and came to my house with flowers and bam, we're together. That's what's been going on for the past few years," I explained.

"I'm shocked. I mean, he brought you flowers and came to the door, what happened after that?" she asked.

"Umm, things," I answered with a slight smile creeping across my face.

"That kind of 'things'?"

"Yeah."

"Was it fun? Did you enjoy it?" she asked intent to find out how I felt.

"Quite a ride," I laughed.