Rave Girls

Chapter 12

Samantha's Pov~

As soon as I heard James say that he was the one who took my virginity, I blanked out. The only thing I remember is my own sister running out of the cave, while James and Jordain fought. I really didn't care about the fighting, but my own sister running out when I most needed her. Our family was the only one's who knew that I got panic attacks, and I could feel one coming. My heart was pounding and it was getting harder for me to breath. My vision also started to get very blurry. I knew that if I didn't calm down that I would pass out. The only thing though is that only Brookelle can calm me down.

I'm guessing that James and Jordain noticed me because they walked over to me and tried to talk to me. I'm guessing they realised that they wouldn't help, because I noticed Jordain running out of the cave. Probably to go and get Brooke. Him leaving me made me feel even less safe. Why, just why would he leave me with his brother, who raped me. I knew that if I didn't calm down, that James would probably take advantage of me again. I started to think of how I should be breathing. In a calm and steady pace. With that I started to breathe normaly and my vision became more clear. I could clearly see that James was coming closer to me without caring that I was just having a panic attack. "James, please just get away from me." I begged him.
"Why would I. I mean I already took your virginity. What else could I do?" With that he kept coming closer. When he got to close for comfort, I tried to push him away, but he was to strong. When he had me up against a wall, he started to kiss me. Even when I told him to stop he kept kissing down, then started to work his way down my neck. I started to cry, only hoping that Jordain and Brooke would get here soon.
"James please stop! Please!" No matter how much I begged he wouldn't listen.

I could feel his hands start to move under my shirt she Jordain finally came back. "GET OFF OF HER!" I could feel James's body being pushed off of mine. I looked around to see no sign of Brooke. But I did see Jordain on top of James punching him.

After 5 minutes of Jordain punching James, James finally passed out and Jordain came over to comfort me. "Hey,, you OK?" He asked while he sat down by me. I put my head on his shoulder, and he put his arm around mine."In all honesty, no. I really wanted my first time to be special, to be with you. But of course James had to run it for me. Then when you left, he... He" I broke out crying before I could finish the sentence. I could feel him petting my hair."shhh, it's OK. You don't have to tell me."