BEHIR'S LOVE

chapter 38

Chapter starts with mahir going to the lonely place its evening already and the weather was pleasant he Was playing with the stones thinking about what just happened. Just then ritik too came following him he go and sit beside him.mahir was so lost in his thoughts that he didnt notice Ritik coming and sitting beside him

After sometime being impatient ritik broke the silence bringing mahir out of the thoughts

Ritik:what happened Mahir?

Mahir(comes out of his thoughts and looks at him and days): nothing

Ritik : from whom are you hiding mahir I know you enough to say that you are not ok and there are some rubbish thoughts going on in your mind

Mahir:no I am not thinking about anything rubbish I am thinking in the correct way only thats true I am not able to be successful in my life

Ritik:says who ok leave this and say why do you think like this

Mahir:because for which I have become doctor remained unsuccessful I become a doctor so that I can treat my love anc my sisters smoothly but see I cant even treat them like that I couldn't remove that fear in them means I am not successful in reaching my goal and it makes me unsuccessful he said sadly his eyes were teary as if he was trying hard to stop crying

Ritik: no you are taking it wrong and thinking wrong its not like that you know about those fools right they are just overdramatic thats it dont you know about them ok think about their childhood condition vs now when they are taking treatment arent They better now haa?

Mahir:they are better

Ritik: see you only accepted naa now say arent you successful in it

Mahir:but listen they are better Because they are no longer children naa he said looking like a child who is not ready to give up and believe that he is the most handsome child of the world

Ritik:ok but does that mean they changed their behaviour in other matters they were still the same right

Mahir:yes

Ritik:then dont let stupid things come into your mind and spoil your confidence you are more than successful in your life if anyone had been There in your place they would have run away by now only you can handle them nicely do you know why we ask you to punish them even though we can do it too(he looked at him curiously)Because you can handle them much better than us we can get angry on them for some time but when we will see there puppy face or crying face we melt like an icecream where as you wont Because you know the consequences of their work more than us as they maximum get Because they risk their health or safety and then afterwards there are maximum chances that they wont repeat it again meaning you are successful in preventing them to commit the same mistake again haa they may do it in another way thats secondary now tell me arent you successful on what you thought in your life and what you achieved and in the terms of world tho no need to even talk about it then where are you unsuccessful

He just looked them he was so in his thoughts that he didn't achieve what he wanted to be that he forgot to see the positive points its true that they are much better than childhood in terms of taking medical treatment he still remembers one childhood moment of him and bela where he was helpless he didnt knew what to do to make her come out and get herself checked

Flashback

Bella is 10 years old and  Mahir is 18 they  recently lost their parents  it was all new and hard for them to adjust in their life Veer and ritik were in  office handling it as the business responsibilities also came on them due to the sudden death of their parents  where veer is handling Mahirs  parents company whereas Ritik is handling their parents company so it was necessary for them to they be there they were having really hard time in this bani in shivanya didn't enter in their life till then so it was only bela and Mahir in the house