~Jack's p.o.v~
Love never meant anything to me...After that whole humiliation at school, God....Everything came back to me, me dating the best football player in school, and ask me on date, I gladly said yes. But the depressing part, was that...It was all planned, it was a test if I was gay...And they found out, because of his big mouth. And now my whole reputation at school, had gone down hill, I became the target at school, because I was gay, because of my sexuality.
I sighed, as my alarm clock went off, I was depressed, I didn't mind staying home, because my mom accepted me. But, I have to go, my mom knows I hate school, but just few years then, i'm out of the hellhole. I groaned, as I got up from my bed, and got dressed. I look at myself in the mirror, all the threats coming up in my mind, "Skunk boy" "Poker face" "Idiot" "Faggot", I felt tears stream down. God, I cry so quickly...
I wipe my tears away, with my sleeves, which is under my shirt. For personal reasons, I wipe it away, as I grabbed my backpack which was next to my desk, I grabbed it, putting the strap over my shoulder. I walked up to my door, looking back at my room, i'm going to miss you room...
I walked outside my room, closing the door behind and I walked over to the staircase. Going down stairs, I look around the house, it was quiet as always. I walked up to the front door, opening it and going to the outside world, which I call it...Hell.
I walk to school, earphones in my ears, beaming Blink 182. Until, I crash into somebody, I quickly stepped back and see a boy I never seen before, on the floor. "Holy shit, sorry!" I exclaimed, taking out my hand so he can take it, the boy looked up, I felt my stomach twist. He was fucking adorable...
"Its fine" The boy says, grabbing my hand, as I felt my stomach do a flip, his hand was fucking soft, I tried not to be frozen in place, and stare, so I pulled him up. I let go of his hand quickly, before anything awkward happens, as you can tell, i'm a very awkward person. "Uh...What's you're name?" I ask trying to make up a conversation, "Alex Gaskarth, you?" He asks looking at me, his brown eyes, it was so perfect...
"Jack Barakat" I say, putting hand at the back of my neck, and rubbing it slightly. "Cool, nice to meet you...Well, I was going to my new school" He says smiling awkwardly. I nodded, "You going...To Olympic?" ((Random...School name xD)). "Yep" he says smiling now, I nodded smiling back, god....His smile is so perfect. I looked away to the direction of the school, "Uh...Lets go then?" I asks, he nodded, as we both started walking. It was awkward silence between us...I saw the school near by, to be honest, I don't wanna make Alex a fool for being friends with me...I know he new, he doesn't know, but i'm not going to make him a fool on first day of school.
"Uh..." I say stopping, Alex doing the same, and looked at me concerned. "What's up?" Alex ask, his eyebrow raised, "Uh...Well...I don't think you should...Uh....Walk with me to school" I say awkwardly, he looked at me confused. "Why?". Why...Damn, I cant just straight up tell him i'm a fucking weirdo...I like to be friends with him...I will like to tell him why, but I can't, he just hate me right off the bat like the others.
I gulped, "Were going to be late" I say changing the topic...He looked at me, then looked at the direction of the school, "Okay then..." He says, as he started walking, I walked up to him, but I walked faster then him, so I was in front. Going well so far... Alex started catching up, Motherfucker, stay the fuck away from me... He was now walking by my side. I quickly walked away from him, going through the doors, and walking away leaving him, behind. I felt bad, I feel so fucking bad, but I don't want him near me...I'm a fucking target, and he going to be the target too.
I took a deep breath, going to my locker, safe...For now. I unlocked it, until I was pushed inside my locker, I screamed. One of the jocks, or known as Caden looked at me smiling evilly. "Miss me, Jackie?" Caden ask, smiling still. I was about to speak, until his fist collided with my jaw, I yelped in pain, until I was grab by the shirt, getting thrown to the ground. I was going to get up, until I felt his foot hit my back, making me fall back to the ground, I groaned in pain, the striking pain on my back....Much worst then before.
"Hey, stop!" A yell was heard, the voice I fucking recognized, the voice belong to the boy, which I try to make him stay the fuck away from me. "Ohh...A new loser?" Caden says, as I look up, seeing Alex standing there, his hands was curled into fists. I looked at Alex, I look at his eyes, it was blazing with anger, I shook my head at him, he looked at me, then back at Caden. "Is this one of you're fuckboys?" Caden asks looking at me, I widen my eyes. Caden knows Alex is new....He doesn't know i'm gay, but thanks to Caden's big mouth...There a hint, i'm fucking gay...
Alex looked at me confused...And I know what he going to say...He just like the others, I close my eyes. Falling in pit pit of darkness, as I felt pain shot in my head.
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You Don't Believe In Love? Well You're Bluff ~Jalex (Discontinued)
FanfictionJack Barakat is a regular person at school, Jack used to be popular but not anymore. Now everyone knows he gay, they tease him and push him around, Jack hated his life, because of his sexuality. It all happened because of love, because of falling fo...