He Just Like The Others...

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~Jack's p.o.v~

Love never meant anything to me...After that whole humiliation at school, God....Everything came back to me, me dating the best football player in school, and ask me on date, I gladly said yes. But the depressing part, was that...It was all planned, it was a test if I was gay...And they found out, because of his big mouth. And now my whole reputation at school, had gone down hill, I became the target at school, because I was gay, because of my sexuality.

I sighed, as my alarm clock went off, I was depressed, I didn't mind staying home, because my mom accepted me. But, I have to go, my mom knows I hate school, but just few years then, i'm out of the hellhole. I groaned, as I got up from my bed, and got dressed. I look at myself in the mirror, all the threats coming up in my mind, "Skunk boy" "Poker face" "Idiot" "Faggot", I felt tears stream down. God, I cry so quickly...

I wipe my tears away, with my sleeves, which is under my shirt. For personal reasons, I wipe it away, as I grabbed my backpack which was next to my desk, I grabbed it, putting the strap over my shoulder. I walked up to my door, looking back at my room, i'm going to miss you room...

I walked outside my room, closing the door behind and I walked over to the staircase. Going down stairs, I look around the house, it was quiet as always. I walked up to the front door, opening it and going to the outside world, which I call it...Hell.

I walk to school, earphones in my ears, beaming Blink 182. Until, I crash into somebody, I quickly stepped back and see a boy I never seen before, on the floor. "Holy shit, sorry!" I exclaimed, taking out my hand so he can take it, the boy looked up, I felt my stomach twist. He was fucking adorable...

"Its fine" The boy says, grabbing my hand, as I felt my stomach do a flip, his hand was fucking soft, I tried not to be frozen in place, and stare, so I pulled him up. I let go of his hand quickly, before anything awkward happens, as you can tell, i'm a very awkward person. "Uh...What's you're name?" I ask trying to make up a conversation, "Alex Gaskarth, you?" He asks looking at me, his brown eyes, it was so perfect...

"Jack Barakat" I say, putting hand at the back of my neck, and rubbing it slightly. "Cool, nice to meet you...Well, I was going to my new school" He says smiling awkwardly. I nodded, "You going...To Olympic?" ((Random...School name xD)). "Yep" he says smiling now, I nodded smiling back, god....His smile is so perfect. I looked away to the direction of the school, "Uh...Lets go then?" I asks, he nodded, as we both started walking. It was awkward silence between us...I saw the school near by, to be honest, I don't wanna make Alex a fool for being friends with me...I know he new, he doesn't know, but i'm not going to make him a fool on first day of school.

"Uh..." I say stopping, Alex doing the same, and looked at me concerned. "What's up?" Alex ask, his eyebrow raised, "Uh...Well...I don't think you should...Uh....Walk with me to school" I say awkwardly, he looked at me confused. "Why?". Why...Damn, I cant just straight up tell him i'm a fucking weirdo...I like to be friends with him...I will like to tell him why, but I can't, he just hate me right off the bat like the others.

I gulped, "Were going to be late" I say changing the topic...He looked at me, then looked at the direction of the school, "Okay then..." He says, as he started walking, I walked up to him, but I walked faster then him, so I was in front. Going well so far... Alex started catching up, Motherfucker, stay the fuck away from me... He was now walking by my side. I quickly walked away from him, going through the doors, and walking away leaving him, behind. I felt bad, I feel so fucking bad, but I don't want him near me...I'm a fucking target, and he going to be the target too.

I took a deep breath, going to my locker, safe...For now. I unlocked it, until I was pushed inside my locker, I screamed. One of the jocks, or known as Caden looked at me smiling evilly. "Miss me, Jackie?" Caden ask, smiling still. I was about to speak, until his fist collided with my jaw, I yelped in pain, until I was grab by the shirt, getting thrown to the ground. I was going to get up, until I felt his foot hit my back, making me fall back to the ground, I groaned in pain, the striking pain on my back....Much worst then before.

"Hey, stop!" A yell was heard, the voice I fucking recognized, the voice belong to the boy, which I try to make him stay the fuck away from me. "Ohh...A new loser?" Caden says, as I look up, seeing Alex standing there, his hands was curled into fists. I looked at Alex, I look at his eyes, it was blazing with anger, I shook my head at him, he looked at me, then back at Caden. "Is this one of you're fuckboys?" Caden asks looking at me, I widen my eyes. Caden knows Alex is new....He doesn't know i'm gay, but thanks to Caden's big mouth...There a hint, i'm fucking gay...

Alex looked at me confused...And I know what he going to say...He just like the others, I close my eyes. Falling in pit pit of darkness, as I felt pain shot in my head.



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