Krsna x Y/N

Krsna x Y/N (solo)

It's been 2 years since you left. 2 years since your heart was left shattered and broken. It feels weird coming back here again. Your room looks the same, everything is the way you left it, but it feels different, altered somehow.

"Hey Y/N!" a familiar voice breaks your train of thought. You turn towards the voice and see him, Krsna, your good friend.

"Hey" you mutter and get up to give him a small hug and after that, you both sit down on the couch placed in your room's balcony. The evening breeze rustles the leaves of the trees, creating a soothing symphony of whispers.

You're not sure what to say. It's been a while since you last met Krsna. After what happened you left for the States and barely contacted him, more like you barely answered his calls or texts. You wanted to be alone, away from everything and everyone.

"I know you're probably confused as to what to say, but it's okay we don't have to talk about it. I just want to know how you've been, Y/N?" he asks in a concerned tone. You're glad that he doesn't want to bring up the past because you really have no excuse for avoiding him and you do feel guilty about it.

"I'm sorry Krish I-I wish I could explain, but after what happened I just wanted to get away from it all and I also heard he's seeing someone...........I'm sorry tumne yaha par kis liye bolaya and mai kuch aur hi-"

"It's fine we can talk about it if you want to." he reaches out for your hand and squeezes it lightly.

"D ko usme aisa kya dikhta hai jo mujhme nahi hai? Aisi kya kami hai Krish?"

"Y/N I don't know what to say, but what I do know is that you're a really good person and anyone would be lucky to have you-"

"Anyone but him right!" you say sarcastically.

You both sit in silence for a few minutes letting the peaceful stillness of the air calm you down a bit.

"Have you ever been in love with someone, but it's only one-sided?" you ask in a calm tone.

"Yeah." you turn towards him with your brows furrowed.

"Who and did you ever tell her?"

"No, but I will, today, right now. Y/N, look, I've always liked you from the moment I saw you I just had this feeling that there's something special about you, you cared for me like no one else did, when I fell apart you stayed with me to mend all the pieces and before I could express my feelings you told me that you're interested in him and bilkul tumhari tarah mai roz ye sochta tha ki aisa kya hai usme jo mujhme nahi, but you wanted him and I couldn't take away your rights and your happiness, so I decided to let it go......"

"...and then he rejected you that night, and I thought that maybe I've got a chance now but you then left so abruptly and maine tumhe itne calls and texts kiye but you never answered." a shy smile tugs at his lips and his eyes hold a gentle look.

"Krish I'm not sure what to say! This is all too sudden-"

"I know but just give me a chance, give us a chance. We can take it slow, if it works, it works and if it doesn't then we don't talk about this ever." he offers his hand.

"I need some time to think about it. I hope that's okay." you don't hold his hand back and he nods in understanding.

You're not sure what to think of this. You don't want to waste his time or break his heart. He has always been there for you whenever you needed him. Knowing how hard he has struggled with his relationship commitments in the past, you never thought he would actually be willing to even take a chance with anyone, let alone you.

The rest of the day passes by as his proposal lingers in the back of your mind.

The next day

You came back home after quite some time and luckily for you, it just so happens to be in time for your sister's birthday today. At first, it was supposed to be just you, her, and a very few other family members, but all of her friends decided to throw a surprise birthday party.

You pass sleekly in your attire through the long side passage as the distant echoes of laughter and chatter mixed with some music fill your ears. Just as you're about to step into the main hall you spot him amidst the crowd, D. One glance is all it takes and it feels as if the time has stopped.

You notice that he's not alone, there's a girl, quite a beautiful one, her hands wrapped around one of his arms. Your heartbeats pick up and you can feel your vision getting a bit blurry. You're so focused on him that you completely miss Krsna who's standing right next to him.

You thought you were ready but now that you're faced with this moment you definitely can't do this. You feel trapped. It's too much to handle, and with that, you turn away and head towards your room. You rush desperately, running away just like you did 2 years ago. Instead of facing the truth you decided to find comfort in running away from your problems. When will it end?It's only after you've reached the balcony you're able to breathe properly as you let the tears flow.

So it still hurts, huh!

"Y/N"

Krish

You wipe your tears, well, you try your best and plaster a fake smile and turn towards Krsna. He closes the distance between you and as you gaze into his eyes, they're full of concern and you fail to hold back your tears.

Next thing you know you're in his arms as tears flow effortlessly.

"I thought....it-it won't hurt, after two years, but I was so wrong." you whimper.

"It's okay I'm here now, it's alright" he rubs your back gently and you pull away to look into his eyes.

"I don't deserve you, you deserve someone better." he shakes his head into a no and you continue "What if I never get over him? What if I hurt you unknowingly? Will you still stay by my side? Maybe we shouldn't-"

"I will always be there for you. The fact that you're afraid of hurting me says everything that I need to know. Some wounds take time to heal and it's never easy, but together we can do this. We'll take it slow. It'll be alright in time I just need you to trust me." he says tenderly cupping your face into his palms.

"So, tell me Y/N do you?"

You nod and hug him again this time focusing on the rhythm of his beating heart. It calms you down and for the first time in 2 long years, you think you'll be alright.