I'm Not Gay

Chapter 3

Robs pov:

I don't know what had come over me. My brain kept saying "ew stop rob your straight" over and over but my drunk body couldn't get enough. I could feel Danny hands snake down the back of my boxers squeezing my cheeks. I could feel myself strain against my boxers and I could feel Danny's large member hard in his boxers. I wanted to be turned off by another man's penis being so close to mine but I think my drunk mind was loving it. "Robbie I don't want to go any further you'll regret it, were both drunk" he said just holding him. "I won't I promise Danny" I said trying to half convince myself as well as him. "You sure" he asked again. I nod into him and kiss deeply grinding into him. I could feel his hand inch towards my hole making me gasp. "I top not you!" I said panicked. Making Danny withdraw his hand. "I don't bottom Robbie" Danny said deeply beneath me. "I  em but I'm not gay" I said sitting up straddling his waist. "Really?" Was all Danny said as he stroked my legs up and down letting his thumb lightly brush off my penis. I could feel his penis underneath my bum, I am straight. But a straight man wouldn't enjoy what was happening just now.

"I don't know" was all I said above a whisper. "Come here let's just have a cuddle. You can be straight and enjoy a cuddle. I feel myself be pushed off him and flung onto my side and pulled back so my back was flush with his chest. My bum against his hard member, I was little spoon and I liked it. Danny pulled his covers up over us and snaked his arm around me holding me tight. I felt a kiss on my neck. "Sweet dreams Robbie" Danny whispered in my ear making me shiver, "night Danny" I said closing my eyes.

When I woke up I was very cosy I was facing into Danny's chest and his arms were wrapped tightly around me. I slowly let my eyes close again before I jolted awake. "Ahh get off" I said pushing through his grip waking him up. "Wow what's wrong?" Danny asked sitting up sleepily. "We we were cuddling?" I almost shouted. "Ok and?" Danny said confused. "I'm straight! I like girls. No one can hear about that! No one!!" I said as I get dressed.

Danny just sighed walking over to me. How is he so relaxed with all of this, I feel so embarrassed, I was grinding on him basically. I don't know if the though of that or the hangover that was making me feel sick. "Robbie come on relax. Nobody has to know anything ok, your fine, out little secret ok buddy?" He said putting a hand on my shoulder. "It's Rob! Not Robbie!" I said with a frown. When Danny leaned in whispering deeply into my ear "you didn't mind being Robbie last night when you were grinding on me". I could feel my face drain of colour as I grabbed my car keys. "Fuck, don't speak about it again, nothing happened I was drunk!" I said storming out of the bedroom down the stairs and out the door.

Sitting in my car I just sit in silence before starting it up and driving home. I feel different. I feel wrong, I go inside and straight to the shower standing there as the water trickles down me. I soap up a sponge and scrub every inch of myself. I felt like I could still feel Danny's touch on my bum cheeks squeezing them tight and his fingers touching my hole. I look around the bathroom as if looking to see if I had an audience before sliding my finger down to where he held his. It felt odd, unfamiliar territory, but not bad. I rubbed light circles around it feeling myself getting hard. It felt strange as I felt pleasure from both the front and the back. I didn't dare insert my finger. That felt way to much to soon. I felt myself getting close to cumming while I stroked myself and rubbed fingers on it. My mind wondered to the though of me straddling Danny as much as my brain tried to remember having sex with Sarah. As I came I shouted "fuck" mostly out of disgust. As I cleaned up I felt myself tearing up. "Your not gay Rob just cause you like your bum played with" I tried to convince myself but I knew subconsciously that the thought of the large man below me gave me shivers.

Drying up I went and lay on the bed. Glancing at my phone I reply to Joey who informed me how smashed I was and a video of Danny easily picking me up and bringing me upstairs. Replied back and forth when I got a text from Danny " hey Rob it's Danny just checking your ok?" I felt butterflies in my stomach. I left him lingers before replying "I'm fine" dryly. "Come over to mine tomorrow at 12, I'll make some food, and chat, nothing more" I stared at the phone. What am I supposed to say to that! "Okay". Was all I could manage before flinging the phone down groaning. Lying there, mum called me for dinner asking how the party was, obviously I left out the part about being blackout drunk and Danny. I said I was meeting up with some teammates tomorrow, since there's a new guy, technically not a lie.