I'm Not Gay

Chapter 5

Robs pov:

I felt nervous heading into school today, I felt like I had a big 'I am gay now!' Written across my forehead. "Yo cap! You didn't go on COD last night! Where were you!" Joey asked standing at my locker with me, "oh em I was at Sarah's, sorry man!" I said technically now lying. "Wow still tapping that, so much for a summer fling" he said slapping my back and I chuckled. "Nah she's cool bro" I said closing my locker to Danny standing behind it making me jump. "Hey Danny! You have a good weekend? Thanks for letting us use your house I hope it wasn't to messed up! Hey didn't you stay there Rob, I totally forgot you were so fucking drunk dude!" Joey said laughing as I feel a blush creeping on my cheeks. "Eh ye I wasn't to healthy" I said scratch the back of my neck glancing at Danny before quickly adverting my eyes elsewhere. Harry came up breaking the silence, "yo Danny you coming home room" he said and Danny nodded his head, "catch you both at lunch!" He said with a smile. I could hear Harry say "dude I can't believe you didn't bag Laura she's hot as fuck!!" To Danny making me feel a ping of jealously.

Sitting in class Sarah comes in smiling widely and giving me a wave to which I replicate, it felt nice having someone know my secret, I feel bad not telling Joey but he's not the best at holding his tongue and before I know it the whole school would know. "Well you left her a happy customer last night I can tell" Joey said beside me making me laugh. "Sure Joey" I said as the teacher came in.

Lunch couldn't come quick enough I was starved! Grabbing food I sit at the Usual table with Joey as we're the 1st to arrive, soon Harry Danny and Logan some in, Logan sits beside Joey and Danny sits in close beside me making me tense as his arm brushed mine. Harry sat at the other side of Danny, "yo cap we good for training tonight" Harry asked leaning past Danny to ask. "Ye mate usually schedule same as last year" to which Harry nodded before tucking into his food and looking at his phone as the table fills up with other teammates. I feel Danny lean into me "I'll need to get that schedule off you. Cap" he said before his hand under the table squeezed my thigh making me gasp. "You all good ?" Danny asked me and I glared at him, "ye I em just remember something" I said trying to cover my gasps.

I'm 1st in the locker room getting changed quickly before the other's arrived, Danny walked in next "oh Iv missed the show!" He said smirking as I throw my shoe at him, before regretting it and walking to pick it up as he grabs my wrist, "I look forward to the second showing after practice in the showers" he said quietly like a growl, I stumble back, stuttering "oh em I eh no, I shower at home" I said going to turn away, "no need for that fine little ass of your to be shy" he said as I looked away as he swatted my backside, I don't think it was possible for my cheeks to glow any redder, as the door opened with a couple of the guys filing in as I face into my locker to calm down in my shorts.

A slap on my shoulder, "you studying your locker?" Joey said with a laugh and I turn around holding my sweater in my hand, "hey ready to bring your A game?" I said sitting down on the Bench as the rest of the team get ready. Soon we're out on court and a forget about everything but me and the ball on the court. Sweat is dripping down my face as I hold my hands on my head exhaling quickly trying to catch my breath as we stand around and coach lectured our good and bad points to work on, "alright boys hit the showers you all stink" he Said before walking away to his office and the team head to the shower, I pick up a couple of the balls put them on the cart.

I felt Danny's presence on me, "you heard the coach, hit the showers" he said smirking as he picked up one of the balls, I looked around to see it was only us on the court, I blushed "i like to shower at home" before turning away from him, "your hot when you sweat, I bet i could get you Just as wet with sweat" he whisper to me before slapped my ass, "good session cap" he said winking and running to the changing rooms leaving me feeling flustered.

Ten minutes later I head into the changing room to most of the guys in towels dripping wet after the shower before stripping off to start to get dressed, I just threw my sweater on and Grab my bag out of my locker, "see you all tomorrow!" I said trying to keep my head down as I walked bye Danny catching a glimpse of him in a towel, I get a couple of "byes" from the guys as I walk out.

I'm sitting on my bed with my iPad on a porn site, not an unregular occurrence but I had clicked onto the gay side of it, I felt panic in the pit of my stomach but also I felt myself harden in my boxers as I scrolled through, and clicked on one video, watching as they went from kissing to undressing to blowjob, one of them is getting his ass played with, I lowered my boxers stroking myself as I continue to watch as he then lined up to put his penis in the guy making him hiss. I slightly winced at that, would that be me? Soon they were both moaning hard and I was building up the pressure, as the guy on my bottom held his legs up to his head as he screamed out and I came on my chest. I immediately cleaned myself up and shut down my laptop and sat in silence, I felt dirty and wrong.

My mom shouted me for dinner and I'm soon sitting around the table as I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket with a text. "No phoned at the table Robbie" mom said as I rolled my eyes. After washing the dishes I walk up the stairs to Danny texting "hey". I don't know what to reply before I get a "don't ignore me Robbie I know you've seen it" I get, dame I forgot my read receipts was on. "Hi Daddy" I shoot back before shouting fuck, "save that name for the bedroom" he said with a wink face. I could feel my face go scarlet  in colour, "I DIDNT MEAN IT!  It was auto correct, I'll see you tomorrow!" I said. "Hey now don't go ignoring me, Iv been thinking about you" I got up and I threw my phone down on the bed, no stop it Rob! It was a 1 time thing focus on school and basketball only your not gay, it was a one time experiment. "Robbie?" I got back. I just put my phone on do not disturb and jumped on COD with Joey.