I'm Not Gay

Chapter 10

Robbie's pov:

A spanking? "What?" I asked incase I heard wrong.
"You heard me baby" he said before he grabbed my waist lifting me off him and spun me around so I was lying face down on his lap, my semi dick falling between his legs, my ass sticking up into the air. My arms held behind my back in one of his strong hand. Before I had a chance to even think of what to say I felt a hand come down firm against my left cheek, "ahhh Danny what the fuck!" I protested when another came down on my right. "You should be counting these Robbie or we'll be here a while until you get to ten" Danny said. I can't believe what's happening right now.
Another smack came down and I fell into line, not wanting to endure this longer then I have to, "three" I said meekly.
"Good boy"
*Smack* "four" they weren't even hard smacks it was more the shock of being spanked that had tears forming in my eyes.
*smack* "five" i kicked my legs slightly to try and break free.
"Be still" Danny commanded making me fall into line.
*smack* "six"
*smack* "se-seven"
*smack* "eight" a tear slipped down my cheek.
*smack* "ni-ne"
*smack* "ten" I said followed by a sob.

As Danny pulled me around to sit my rock solid dick dragged up between his legs before standing to attention before I'm sitting in his lap, my tender ass feeling firey.
"Good boy, you took them great, shhh no tears" he kissed my temple gently as one of his hands gently stroked my leg as I calmed down.
"Tell me why I spanked you darling?"he asked.
"Ca cause I came without permission"
"Who's permission?" I knew what he was fishing at and my cheeks blushed at the thought of saying the name now I was off my sex high.
"Yours" I said not giving in, I light slap to my leg.
"Robbie" was all he said and I bowed my head before I said the words feeling embarrassed.
"I came without da-ddys permission" internally I was screaming at myself but my dick was betraying me at it remained stood firm.
"What a good boy" he kissed me again before glancing down at my waist, then snaked his hand around my dick stroking it painful slow, "i think someone enjoys being spanked and being daddy's good boy more then he's letting on, hmm" he said holding my gaze. My cheeks were on fire from embarrassment of the truth in his statement, why am I so turned on by this treatment? I just nodded slightly, no use in lieing as he strokes the proof that I am enjoying this, I let out a moan as the stroking intensified, surprising me how much I missed the presence of something inside me.
"Mmmhhh" I said leaning my head into his neck.
His speed increases and I feel on the brink of cumming.
"Ugh can I cum?"
"What's that baby"
"Please can I cum"
"Robbie?"
I couldn't handle it I was going to burst
"Daddy please can I cum!!!"
"Yes darling you may"
The words had barely left his mouth before I was trembling my release shooting out of me as I moaned into his neck.
"Good boy, let's get you cleaned up" he said lifting me into the bathroom and started the shower.

As he began washing me down as we both stood under the warm water. "How was all of that for you Robbie?"
"Embarrassing" I said truthfully bowing my head.
"Darling it's not embarrassing, it's only me and you here, did you like it?" He said standing looking as me as he held a finger under my chin keeping my head raised.
"Yeah I did, but I don't know why!" I said my cheeks having a permanent redness and heat in them.
He turned off the water grabbing a towel and wrapped it around me before grabbing another for around his waist.
"Everyone has different tastes and likes when it comes to sex or relationships, it's not a one size fits all, like bdsm, ddlb, the list is endless" he said making me glance up at him as I stood still as he pulled the towel over me rubbing me dry.
"Relationships?" I asked and he smiled at me.
"Yes darling, is that something you would like to consider with me?"
Was he asking me to be his boyfriend? That would solidify me being gay though, but I really did like Danny, I could always give it a try and see keeping it secret.
"Um maybe"
"Robbie baby would you be my boyfriend?"
"Yes" I said with a small smile, as I glanced up at him below my lashes.
I didn't think you could smile as wide as what Danny was right now.
I'm picked up my legs wrapped around his legs, "god I'm so thankful of my dad getting a transfer bringing me to you" he said planting a kiss on my lips as he carried me into his bedroom before letting me down to stand.

"How about we get dressed and watch a movie?" He said holding my boxers out for me to step into leaning on his shoulder to stand in as he pulled them up, he then held my pants for me to step into also before he pulled the Tshirt over my head. Wait why did I let him dress me? I thought as he began to dress himself. I'm in my thoughts as he took my hand walking me down the stairs, "shall I put on some popcorn?" He asked leading me into the living room sitting on the sofa as he handed me the remote. "Yes please!"
"Ok darling, you pick something for us to watch!" Danny said before walking out of the room.

It wasn't long before I'm leaning into his side the bowl of popcorn resting on his laps as we watched divergent.
"He's a good looking guy isn't he" Danny said about the guy playing 'four', I studied the man, he was very handsome indeed, but I don't want to admit it, "your the only guy I like" I said and he leans down kissing my head, "you're to sweet darling, I like you too"
We fell into a comfortable silence again as the movie continues to play my mind wonders to what he said earlier about the different types of relationships, he just started spitting loads of letters at me, BDSM, I think I heard of that one before but don't know what the letters stand for. I think it's like whips and chains? And what the hell is ddbl? Is that the correct letters? I havnt a clue.

As the credit roll up I sit up to look at Danny's, "what's BDSM, or ddbl?"
He chuckled, my cheeks pinked feeling embarrassed, should I know what they are? I should have googled it.
"Oh darling I'm not laughing at you, I find it sweet how innocent you are" he said stroking my face.
"I'm not innocent!" I protested.
"It's ok, so BDSM is Bondage, discipline between a dom and sub" he said ignoring my comment.
"Dom? Sub?" I asked quietly to myself but he answered.
"Dominant and submissive" he answered and I looked as him raising an eyebrow.
"I'm, im not submissive? And what's the other one ddbl?" I asked
" oh darling you are though, but there's nothing wrong with being submissive.It's DDLB, it means daddy dom, little boy it's a form of BDSM some would say" he explained stroking my leg.
"Oh um and they happen during sex?"
"Some people base their whole relationship around it, others just adopt small parts of it into their lives or relationships, as I said there's no one shoe fits all" he said smiling stroking my leg.

I think back to earlier, about during sex, calling him daddy, the spanking, him calling me "daddy's naughty little boy" I felt my ears heat up. "Are you, are we that? Are you a daddy dom?"
"I enjoy ddlb and yes I'd consider myself a daddy dom. I'm not into harsh BDSM, more just the gentle side like spanking."
I nodded, I can't not say that I didn't like it "and um I'm eh the little boy? Isn't that weird?"
"Yes you would be the little, and no it's not weird darling, some people do it's sexually and others adopt it into a non sexual part of their relationship" Danny explained making me more confused.
"Wait how can it be non sexual?"
"Well so the daddy would care for the little as their caregiver, as if they were a baby or slightly older, in their day to day lives, the little would regress back to being younger"
I held a shocked look on my face "I don't want to be a baby!" I said loudly.
"Hey hey hey shh, indoor voice please" now Robbie I'm not saying we are doing that I am just answering your question. The sexual side of is more age play. What we did earlier would be an aspect of the sexual side, you calling me daddy, the spanking, the after affection and me dressing you" he explained.
"Oh" was all I said, not relising we had been doing ddlb this whole time. I feel embarrassed at the thought of being a sub little boy for daddy, if the team found out I would never hear the end of it, I'd have to drop out of school and move across the country!

"What you thinking about sweetheart?"
"The team can't know! Any of it! I'd be the laughing stock of the whole school!! Me the basketball captain being daddy's little submissive boy." I said looking down fidgeting with my fingers.
"Hey look at me" he said and I glanced up, "it's all at your pace and your wishes, I'm no forcing you into this, I just thought you'd be into it seeing your reaction, it's all behind closed doors. Nobody has to know okay. Our little secret" he said leaning into kiss me and I nodded.
"I give it a go"
"Good boy, you're making daddy a happy man!" And I blush leaning into him.