𝐎𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡

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Yugyeom sent me a text morning after, asking me why I quit not nearly a day of training. I couldn't come up with the explanation, so I just said I found something better for myself

How the hell did he find out?

Slight panic washed over me, knowing this was gonna be suspicious now. Probably... Newbie quit after not even appearing on her second day. Yeah, totally fine. It's totally not suspicious.

"Jeongin?"I called, seeing blanket I covered him in last night was neatly made

There was no message or anything, and he was gone. It was just like he wasn't here at all. I hummed in confusion, turning around to check if anything was missing. As much as this guy is pretty, he couldn't be trusted.

All good

I hummed, biting corners of my lips. Some bad habit I picked up in high school and never got rid of it. Coffee pot fumed, signalling me to prepare my cup.

Sitting down at the couch, I thought. Now that I had a new name, I knew it all had to be a secret. No one was allowed to know for my new name and the fact, soon Hwan Hayoon won't exist anymore but Cho Jia...

Cho Jia...

I was getting rid of my birth name just for the sake of helping guys who I didn't even know.

As if I died and was born with a new name...

"How am I supposed to.. God?"I stood up, holding face in my hands

Everything felt like it started to spin around me. I laughed, still not feeling like this was really gonna happen

I didn't have much of a choice now, did I? Work with them or hide until they find you and kill you the worst way possible. But then,if they need you so bad as they claim till the point you have to change your name, they wouldn't think of ditching you so soon

Although another part of me thought that even if they ended up killing me, I wouldn't exist. My name won't exist. My identity is gone. My whole existence is gone, and no one wouldn't even know it was me, but some Cho Jia

I had to prepare myself well mentally for all of this and something big. Something like this won't just take a few days for me to take it in. No, it's gonna need a few weeks until my brain realizes this is truly happening and all of this is going to happen, and I'm part of it

I'm part of their team, of their dirty game where they're rescuing their leader and their friend. I'm in it, and I have no exit where I can escape just like that...

Once I truly get in, I'm becoming the main character on who everything is depending on

As I was staring at the floor and listening to the clock on the wall tick its seconds away, my thoughts had been faster than the seconds. In the back of my mind was Yugyeom and how he reacted to my sudden quit. But then again, it shouldn't have concern me much if Seungmin already signed me up for someone else

My head snapped up at the thought of Momo. She might have told him about me or if they researched about me...

Overthinking again...

They don't know me well enough to do such stuff. They wouldn't if they met me only for a day. Right?

Right?

Come to think about it, she's a police officer and he's a detective but still..they don't know me. They don't know what I'm gonna do, with who I got myself and what I'm gonna do. Even I don't know what I'm gonna do. All I know is that it's a big plan..