A whole new person

10 | I'm yours

"How much have you read?"
He was giving me a dead stare.

God, why did I do this? Why didn't I just leave the diary and go back to Tom? What the hell was I thinking?

This must look so bad in his eyes, but I really didn't have any bad intentions with it. But how on earth am I gonna explain this to him?

"I - I haven't read that much. Just the first few pages and I skimmed through the rest."
I thought it would be better to just be honest.
"I'm really sorry Tom, I never meant to do anything like thi-"

He stopped me bed I could finish.

"Like what? Like leaving me to go to France or like reading through my diary?" He was mad. I never liked it when he was angry. It made me feel so guilty of hurting him... which I probably also was, but like I mentioned, it was not my intention to hurt him.

But, guilty pleasure: I find Tom really hot whenever he's angry.

"Tom I truly never meant-"

He didn't let me finish this time either. Or well, he didn't say anything to stop me from talking, but he took a step away from the door, towards me. - That was what stopped me from speaking, because his movements were so pure yet threatening, but also sexy and that look he had in his eyes.

It was like he was speaking with his body. Cause his mouth was closed. His lips pressed together like a thin line. His eyebrows were low set and his eyes grew dark as he starred at me with that deadly look of his. Like he wanted to hurt me.

No, not like he wanted to - like he was going to.

His muscles were tense. It was obvious, cause he was standing there with his bare arms falling from his bare, wide shoulders, a little wet and shiny from the pool water.
His breast muscles were sharply defined by the shadow falling underneath.
His abs, all tense and defined, moved as he took one more step closer.

His boxers were sitting low, under the v line.

I had a frightened look on my face, but I wasn't sure if I really was frightened.

Was afraid of him? Was I afraid of what he would do? Or was I even actually afraid... or was I turned on by his sudden anger?

He took one more step closer. He was standing about a meter away from me. He was so tall, i had to bend my neck all the way back, and look through the top of my eyes to look at his face.

I was sitting there on the bed, only wearing my panties. My heart was racing, and my mouth was open, so I could get all the air i needed down my nervous and tense lungs.

Smut warning

He opened his mouth: "Get on your knees."
He commanded. I didn't waste a single second and I did exactly what he told me to.

I got down on my knees as i still looked him in the eyes.

I looked down at his now hard dick right before my eyes, and I looked back up at him.

I knew exactly what he wanted me to do.

I pulled the waistband of his boxers over his cock, not breaking the eye contact. I pulled them all the way of his legs and he stepped out of them before i put them away.

I put my hands on his abs and slid them to each side of his waist, before I broke the eye contact and put my lips to his tip.

I let my lips slowly slide down over his cock. I pulled back a little as i let my tongue twirl around his tip.

I went back and forth over it and let it fill up my whole mouth.

I could hear Tom breath heavily as he put both his hands on the back of my head. He pushed my head back and fourth.

He made me go faster and deeper and faster and deeper.

I could feel him swelling up inside of my mouth.

Suddenly he pulled my head off him. "Get on the bed."

I looked up at him as i wiped the spit off my mouth. I got up, still not breaking the eye contact. I took one step back before I crawled up on the massive bed backwards, still keeping my eyes locked on his.

He walked close me in the bed, and he leaned over my legs to grab my thong and pull it off me before he threw it to the side.

He crawled over me, still with that dangerous look in his eyes.

He put one arm on the side of me, and used the other to make his way inside of me with his dick.

He pushed himself inside me harshly, making me whimper.

I had my legs spread as wide as possible, as he was pumping inside of me fast and hard.

He grabbed my wrists and held them together above my head with his strong fingers.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. "Look at me." He said, and I didn't hesitate to do what he told me to.

In this moment, I was his, and he could do with me what he wanted.

With each thrust he made inside of me, my breath got louder and louder.

My breaths began to form as moans. I just couldn't take it. I couldn't keep quiet.

This was a feeling of pain mixed with pleasure, and I felt so guilty for enjoying it so much.

I believe my pussy was as wet as the ocean from the wet sounds when our skin smashed together.

"Come on, scream."

He went even harder and faster, and it sure did make me scream.

I filled the air with screams every time he thrusted into me.

"Tell me you're mine." He said.

"I'm- yours." I said in between moans.

"Tell me you need me."

"I- I- oh god..." I could feel him coming inside of me, and it only brought my own climax closer.

I whimpered as I couldn't get a single word out of my mouth.

"Say it." He said moaning.

I tried to get the words out, but I came on the exact same time as I let out the words, that formed into a loud moaning sentence instead.

"I NEED YOU"

He kept going to drag out our orgasms.

As we were both done, he let go of my wrists.