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my fathers favorite colors were green blue and purple. I think that's why he painted me with those colors
Instead of my body being full of love my body was always filled with my fathers favorite colors
Bruises
I don't think I've ever told anyone this actually
I'm sitting here I don't know if im awake anymore
I can't feel anything I can't feel my legs
I'm assuming if I were to look at my chest or my back or my legs my neck my thighs my ankles I'm guessing they would be filled with those colors again
It's funny actually I can't feel anything I don't know if im crying anymore I don't know if im awake
I was stupid I was so so stupid
I actually thought that he would stop when I begged him to
I thought Dante would save me
I thought that I was getting better
It's comical really me lavender vinzo getting better
Never I'll always be trapped in this body I'll always have his words in my head I'll always be trapped in these colors
I can still feel him holding me down I don't know if it's over yet
I still feel it all
I don't know what day it is what time it is
Right now there is one thing I know
Either angelo is going to kill me or I'll do it myself
I'm sick of this all of it
I'm officially done
***
I hear a knock on the door and I instantly flinch upwards
"Angelos waiting downstairs to have breakfast with you lavender" Aroura says staring at me
I muster the energy to look up to her
I cannot find the words to speak to say im not hungry to tell her that the thought of eating is enough for my body to feel like it's falling apart
Instead I say nothing I do nothing
"You look fucking horrible" she says leaning on the doorway
"You have 10 minutes I'd hate to have you looking any worse" she mumbles
Just before she walks out she turns around smirking and says
"Oh and please lavy you and Angelo need to keep it down" she says before walking out
That enough is enough for whatever was left inside of me to break
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