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(reader's pov)
"what do you mean?" he asked, he was confused. "I don't know, that's the problem" I was really confused myself, I didn't get it. why do I feel this way? will it ever go away? i asked myself on my way home. "iris, i'm back!" i put my bag on the hook and look down the hall
"huh? that's weird, where is she?" I go to her room but she's not there either, where did she go? "IRIS!!" i yelled, she's not got anywhere to go, does she? "iris?" I walk too the backyard and see her laying on the ground "OH SHIT- WHAT HAPPENED?" I run over too her and check her pulse. Thank god she was okay, passed out, but okay. I called the hospital and they brought her there, I sat on the couch, confused as to why this has happened? "what is happening?" I question, I think about calling Killua and having him come over, so at least i'm not alone but with my luck he most likely won't pick up. I do so anyway. "hey, sorry for calling so late. I wanted to know if you could come over?" his tone was soft and calm as he answered "sure, like now or later though?" I was surprised that he even said yes let alone answered "whatever works for you!" I was happy that I wasn't gonna be alone, I mean that's how it was before I met Iris and I don't want that again. "okay, i'll see you in half an hour!" he replied with the same cheerful tone I gave him, it was nice knowing that I had someone to keep me company. "okay, see you then!"
(thirty minutes later, presented by me and my sleep deprived self)
*knock knock knock* "coming!" I call from my room as I try to put on the pair of shorts that I had bought a size too small "just a sec!" I get the bottoms on and run too the door. "hey Killua, how's it going?" I ask, letting him in the door. "it's good." he replied as he walked in my living room "why did you ask me to come over?" he asked that question so suddenly and so seriously, it was hard to tell if he was really curious or not. was he? "oh uhm...so about that, so my roommate is in the hospital and i don't like being alone." I gave him a nervous smile, looking at my feet as his response slowly rang through my ears "yeah, but why me?" my face turned too utter shock when the words left his mouth "huh!? what do you mean, you're funny, kind and most of all one of my only friends...so that's why!" his lips slightly parted in amazement, he didn't speak but it was a comfortable silence, so I wasn't really uncomfortable. I went to the kitchen and started making dinner, I could feel his eyes, they were piercing my skin,it sent a chill down my spine. why, why is it like this for me? it wasn't bad, just....felt weird I guess. "hey i'm making chicken katsudon, is that okay?" he looked at me with a bright smile as he answered, his tone sounding more cheerful then before "yes please!" i could tell he was happier then when he first got here. "okay, well go sit down at the table." I look at him with a closed eye smile and he turns his face as a crimson color dusts his cheeks. "h-HEY! ARE YOU OKAY!" I ask, shocked but also trying really hard not to laugh. "yeah, i'm fine." he said coldly, he was like this a lot, i guess. "o-oh, alright." my tone was sad, depressing even. "i'll finish dinner then." i said, turning my head back to the counter.
(after dinner, coming to you from: i think i'm in love by Kat Dahlia)
after dinner I set up the couch for Killua and then I grabbed some sweat pants and a comfy sweater. I went to the bathroom and turned on the shower, I was letting the water get hot until I couldn't fight back the tears any longer. why, why me? I wanted too feel something, I wanted too feel like a person. I went into the kitchen and grabbed a small box blade and went back to the bathroom, taking off my shirt I cut a slit into my wrist. the blood trickled down my arm and I just watched as it flowed from my arm to the tile of the bathroom, it felt weird, not bad but weird. i just wanted to feel normal and you know what, it was working. i cleaned up my arm and got in the shower, when i got done i dried off and put on the clothes. i went to my room and saw killua sitting on my bed, he looked at me and stood up. idk how or when, but he was right in front of me in almost two seconds. "w-what-" "show me your arm." he cut me off with a cold tone sending a shiver down my back "wa-" "you heard me." he said, cutting me off once more
(hello my lovely's, how are you doing? drink some water and grab a snack. also i'm sorry this took so long!)
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FanficKillua was walking in the woods, he didn't know why he just was. He saw you between the trees and stopped in his tracks, you were fighting with a wolf but ironically you nor the wolf were hurting each other. {want to know more? read and find out.} d...
