"No, i didn't knew about that" jungkook spoke arranging the files ,he was in office but his mind and heart was at home where his wife was.
"He joined the Jung corporation without even giving resignation letter to me anyways he has that strange personality that's why I do not trust him" yoongi spoke to jungkook.
"How's yn now? You haven't spoken about her since you came here" yoongi asked looking at jungkook ,he realised jungkook has lose his weight and his face is also looking colourless.
"She cries everytime for seol I can't even leave her for a moment if she's up , I don't know what she's doing now I don't know how to bring her smile back " jungkook turned himself so yoongi wouldn't see his tears that he was shedding because of his daughter and wife. He has already lose seol ,now he doesn't want to lose his wife . He is terrified if she start blaming herself again because she has regained her memory because of her nightmare when she heard a baby crying in it.
"Sorry to say but jungkook you do have a difference of age so having a baby was too early when you had clearly told me that she wanted to work " yoongi said but he regret because he realised this isn't the time to speak something like that .
"We were not planning to have a baby it's just she concieved and I wanted to keep it that's why" jungkook regretted his decision a lot now when she lost seol ,again this age difference came out of nowhere. Yn never made him feel that he is older than her but reality is reality he can't hide it.
"If you've arranged than you should go to her she must be missing you" yoongi said patting his shoulder. Jungkook walked to exit with heavy heart and drove to home.
"Jungkook dinner is ready if you want to have it now " mina spoke but he refused to have it and went to his room meanwhile yn was standing infront of the washroom mirror with opened robe looking at her stretch marks and stitches.
"Yn are yo—
Jungkook stopped himself for a moment looking at her . "What are you doing?" He asked coming closer because he didn't wanted her to focus on them . "Just looking at them " she spoke looking at him than she turned her eyes to mirror. He made her turned to him before tieing her robe but as he was going to tie it he noticed blood coming out of them.
"You're bleeding" he knelt down looking at the wound. "It's fine jungkook " she spoke before leaving the washroom he held her hand stopping her. "What are you trying to do yn?" He asked ,tears filled in his eyes seeing how much she's suffering. "I want to die jungkook I want to see seol for once" she spoke there was no expression on her face just a yearning filled with madness of a mother. He made her hug him rubbing her back.
"Don't ever say something like this I'd die without you yn please understand seol wasn't ours" he spoke and she pushed him breaking the hug. "But I carried her she was my daughter, how can you say that she wasn't mine? You don't love me anymore,right? You're getting tired of me I know " she exclaimed being hurt. "I do love you please come to me" he spoke as she was taking her steps back . "You also think seol died because of me ,I know it jungkook just don't fake anything infront of me " he shake his head trying to make her understand but she wasn't looking convinced. "I don't think like that , please trust me " he begged. "Don't feel bad I understand jungkook actually this marriage the biggest problem,I wasn't for you I am childish and you're not " listening about marriage jungkook felt his heart being ripped from his chest . He didn't utter another word to her because of her words and left the room . She sat on bed pulling her hair in frustration of being a loser in her life.
"But why me jungkook?" Mina asked to her brother because he was asking her to take yn to hospital because of her stitches.
"I've work in the office so I can't go I've already informed the doctor" he said in hurry because he didn't wanted to face his wife who's sleeping
"Did she faught? Jungkook she's changing trust me" jungkook closed his eyes controlling his anger .
"Can't you just do one work ? You both husband and wife always do wrong things ,why I am the target tell me?" He asked raising his voice in anger ,mina got shocked looking at her brother like this .
"Take her or not i don't know " he left the house telling this to her . Digesting everything mina went to his brother's bedroom, after knocking she went inside only to found yn on floor sleeping ,she got worried but didn't had the courage to call her brother so she helped yn before asking why she's sleeping on the floor?
"Where's jungkook ?" Yn asked instead of answering so mina told her about jungkook.
"So are you coming? " mina asked because she needs to take her.
"No , I've ointment . You don't have to worry about it" yn said denying because she didn't wanted to face that hospital again. Mina went out of the room and called jungkook to tell him so he won't scold her later.
"What happened now?" Yoongi asked looking at jungkook.
"Nothing" jungkook said went to his cabin to take rest. Sitting on his chair he was just continuously thinking about his life that how everything is ruined,he doesn't want to lose her at any cost but why she is saying something that hurted him? There's no one to help him because everyone is giving wrong advise.
Yn sat in living just like her past days waiting for him to come because she wanted to apologise for hurting his feelings. She moved her eyes to the door where he was coming from looking tired but something was unusual he was stumbling on his feet ,she went to him to take his case but it fell from his hands .
"Jungkook ,what happened? Tell me?" She asked holding his hand but he removed her hand and went to his room . "Jungkook answer me, why did you get drunk? " she made him turn holding him tightly because he wasn't saying anything.
"Why do you want to know? You're not for me ,you don't love me than why?" He asked shaking her by shoulder. "See you don't have any answers " he said leaving her shoulder.
"Are you planning to divorce me?" She asked petrified,he just ignored her question because he can't even think of divorce. "Jungkook answer me! I need to know this" she raised her voice crying,his silence was eating her out. "Are you that eager yn?" He questioned her ,his eyes were crimson in anger and sadness just because of her wrong questions on the wrong time.
"What are you saying? Are you even listening yourself jungkook? I've never wanted divorce from you!" She shouts on him because of his question,he laughed looking at her being all angry but she started it . "You'll get what you want just don't talk to me now ,ok yn?" He made her more angry and anxious because of his demeanor . "You also think I killed seol?" She asked holding his legs kneeling down on floor as he was sitting on bed. "I know it was my fault that I didn't visited to the doctor for check up but I wanted to visit with you . I am sorry jungkook please forgive me , where will I go without you don't divorce me please" she begged but he wasn't even blaming her . "When did I blame you?" He asked holding her chin raising her face upwards. "You're making me look like a loser yn ,i also lost my daughter and I am trying to comfort you but you're doing the exact opposite by not cooperating. I faught with my mother, raised my voice on mina just for you and you ...
He stopped talking as his eyes got blurred because of tears , leaving her chin he removed her hands from his legs. "I won't do that again jungkook please forgive for once please " he nod looking at her ,she hugged his waist sitting there while he lovingly caressed her hair.
"Can I ask you for something jungkook?" She asked without breaking the hug and he was aware of her desperation so he wanted to deny but she just got calm that's why he let her ask whatever she wanted.
"If it's possible for me to give then I'll try" he spoke waiting for her to complete.
"Let's try for baby one more time" his hands stopped itself listening her demand. "Please jungkook ,i won't ever ask for anything again " he stood up removing her hands from his body . "Plea—
"SHUT UP " he raised his voice she shivered looking at him like this for the first time . "SAY ANOTHER WORD AND YOU'D FACE MY WRATH " he left her alone going to balcony,as he left she broke down on the floor,never in her life she thought this day would come . He was never like this to her ,he was always soft for her.
I am losing my kook.
