"What are you doing?,ahhhh you must be enjoying there leaving your husband alone" jungkook spoke on call you just controlled your emotions listening because you missed him badly.
"I just came from work , i don't feel like eating so I am not going to eat yn . Eomma was asking about you ,she is missing you a lot " you started sobbing on call .
"I missed you too I am missing you kook " you cried and started hiccuping telling him that not only him you're also missing him .
"Why are you crying? Please don't cry I'll come tomorrow now don't cry . You know It hurts me whenever you cry like this?" You wiped your tears listening to him but couldn't control yourself.
"What will I say to mumma?" You asked,you couldn't say you're missing him this much that you even called him to pick you .
"I'll handle that just be ready ok ? Now stop crying and send me your photo ,i won't mind if it's sexy you know that right?" You laughed he felt relieved listening your giggling sound.
"I am certain yn send me i am waiting"you stopped laughing because he got serious.
"Kook i am shy" you waited for him to respond because taking your pictures like that you never have thought.
"Ok don't send me but I won't leave you tomorrow. You'll be under me remember this sweetheart, I'll suck your pouty lips and your big round round melons—
"Jungkook stop" you whine in annoyance because he's doing this purposely while you're away. "Well I am saying the truth baby" he controlled his laugh after saying that making you pout in anger.
"You're doing this purposely" you spoke this in mad voice he laughed loudly . "I am making you regret your decision of staying there leaving your husband alone ,this is your fault sweetheart"
"I'll get a boyfriend kook if you won't stop"you just wanted to see his reaction because you both never talked about this topic, you wanted to see if he gets jealous or angry. You wouldn't mind if he gets jealous because of this .
"Yeah yeah go make boyfriend and I'll break his bones , i am not joking ok? And next time don't talk about any other man I hate it" woah you didn't expect him to get mad over this topic.
"Why are you silent? speak yn" you snapped out of your thoughts thinking if he got to know about your and taehyung's relationship how would he behave?
"Look yn I know it was a joke but I am just telling you that I hate this kind of joke,I am a reserved person I don't share my people. It's my habit from the start,i am letting you know because you're my wife. I hate this feeling, if someone is mine than it's mine and I hate arguing over this . I hope you're getting everything and don't cry over this I understand it was a joke" how are you going to tell him about your past when he is this much possesive and he even hate this topic.
"Ok kook" clearing your throat you spoke you got more nervous to talk further.
"Ok sleep now it's not good to stay awake,i love you" you smile listening him telling you that he loves you . You want to hear it again and again.
"Yn don't you love me? I mean you never respond? Just asking, you don't need to say it back it's your choice" he actually wanted to hear your response,he also wants love like you want his attention.
"It's not like this kook i love you a lot" you confessed. He does everything for you and if he gets happy because of this than you can say it right? There's no harm .
"I love you more now sleep" you laid closing your eyes thinking about what you just said .
Do you actually love him ? Or you said just like that?
Jungkook deserves every happiness you know and have all rights to know about you but how you gonna tell him ? What if after knowing he stop loving you ,what if he start hating you for hiding this for so long? You really wanted to tell him so you called him .
He came out of the shower hearing his phone's ringtone, he picked it up smiling looking at your number.
"I told you not to leave me alone now look how much you're missing me" he chuckled,you inhale a breath before telling him .
"I want to tell you something kook " you were afraid of his reaction but you really want to tell him.
"Yes,tell me I am listening" you fist the sheets tightly before speaking.
"I-i had a boyfriend" you stayed silent and he smiled listening you,he loves your purity and the fact that you called him because you were afraid.
"I bet for sure that if I had met you earlier, I would have been your boyfriend " he told you while laughing making you sigh in relief.
"Don't worry, I am not angry, you are just twenty-two, that means when you had a boyfriend, you were younger, this happens in teenage" you wanted to feel relief but how because you didn't told the full truth.
"You're not angry kook?" You asked.
"Why would I? I am so happy that you trusted me and told me . I just hope you're not in contact with him because you know we're about to start our own family I don't want any third wheel . I just want us nobody else never ever" he made you understand talking sweetly so you wouldn't feel bad .
"Yn are you listening?" He asked as you didn't answer him . "Yes kook i am listening, good night "
"See ya love you" you heard and hung up the call . How you gonna tell him? That was the only thought coming into your mind again and again. You just hope taehyung will stay silent.
"고모 Next time you will stay, right?" Your nephew asked who just came two days ago with your sister in law. "You know you can come to Busan" you spoke and he gave you thumbs up winking at you ,you ruffled his hair. "Ready?" Jungkook asked ,you nod .Now you're going to miss them .This attachment also makes a person do a lot of things. Earlier you were missing Jungkook, now you will miss them.
As soon as you got a short distance from home, Jungkook stopped the car. "Someone was missing me earlier and now look at her" you smiled looking at him as he caressed your hand with his thumb. "I missed you a lot" you told him he just nod bringing your hand closer to his lips ,he kissed your both hands you felt immense happiness loving the gesture . "I missed you even I don't know how much yn . It was not always like this but ever since you came into my life everything has changed. I realize that I have given you very little time because of my job and you know that it is the only source of income for our family. I will try to give you more time to love you. I love you yn"
You do not understand whether you deserve this person or not because no one has as much love as he has only for you.
"Stop that you're making me cry" you spoke controlling yourself he engulfed you in his arms as you sobbed. "I had to tell you that my work is increasing from tomorrow, so I will be late, please forgive me"you laughed and slapped his chest he made that pouty face like yours . "Why?" You sulk punching him more. He held your hand stopping you . "Models are coming from tomorrow please please forgive me babyboo ,you can punish me later" he wink at you referring to that type of punishment you turned your face controlling your laugh.
