"What would you like to have it yn?"jungkook asked to you as you both came to a restaurant to have lunch.
"Chicken pasta" you said with a pleasant smile because you loved it and usually don't get time to eat outside because of the kids. The waiter took the order and you were sitting silently waiting for your lunch to arrive while jungkook was sitting having Hyun on his lap.
"Let me" you spoke looking at him because Hyun was moving too much on his lap drooling, his saliva was everywhere on jungkook's hand. You took him in your arms wiping his face before taking the pacifier out for him.
"Yn , do you want to go somewhere? Like a trip ,i know I am not giving you guys time so what do you think?" You felt happy that he is thinking like that and knows that he isn't giving much time . You also want to go somewhere with your own family ,him just you and kids but when you look back all you remember your first anniversary that was the time you thought you gonna lose him for real ,you wouldn't want that to ever happen you love him so much.
"Don't you want to go ?" He asked looking at you lost .
"I do want to go,let's ask yoona she must've something in her mind" you tried to answer being happy as he was earlier.
"So you don't think ? Ok let's ask yoona than" he hurt you by saying this because he want you to decide and tell him, demand him for your needs and everything you want but looking at your low answers he gets angry easily and try to keep it to himself because you gets afraid easily.
"It's not like this ,I thought she'd be happy if we ask her" you said touching his hand.
"She's a baby yn ,how many places, countries does she even know? Think yourself, we'll talk at home about this eat first" again everything is ruined his mood and the lunch date he planned to make you easy and happy but no nothing goes fine .
You ate silently looking at him time to time as he was eating more silently. You both sat inside the car leaving the restaurant to go home, Hyun fell asleep during the ride to home . He opened the door for you and took hyun from you ,you closed the door walking inside while he straight went to the bedroom,taking the jar of water with a glass you went to your bedroom,jungkook was carefully tucking Hyun before sitting next to him . He chugged the water before opening his cuffs, you sat infront of the vanity placing your watch and pendant back at it's place.
"What are you wiping? When you don't even put anything on your face " he asked looking at you wiping your face with the cotton pad ,you looked at him turning your face .
"Why don't you put any makeup that I brought for you ? Why are you being like this? Why can't you be like before all happy and goofy ? What's the matter please tell me ? I am trying hard to make you happy" his voice broke from continue speaking and you didn't even knew he was feeling like that.
"I am happy trust me " you spoke without stuttering.
"You don't look happy yn you look dull look at your face it's colourless,am I the cause of this ? Tell me?" You shake your head trying best to hold your emotions because if you shed a single tear this time it won't be good .
"Are you falling out of love please tell me? " you hug him without thinking ,he was looking broke without any hopes.
"It's not like this jungkook i am happy with you ,i am happy with our family please don't thik like this I love you ,love you so much " he hugged you back tightly after so long feeling the warmth. After a moment you broke the hug and palmed his face kissing him pouring your love in it ,he kissed you back pinning you against the wall you understood he want you and you gave in he lift you up breaking the kiss looking at you with his killing eyes that was filled with hunger of your love. You smiled ignoring the pain of not so healed stitches it wasn't fresh but not old,he made you lay on table opening your legs ,he removed your panty being impatient then he realised and get back to himself looking ar your stretch marks and everything while you were just embarrassed,you sat up covering your legs with the dress.
"M-my p-phone" he said stuttering and went out to pick his phone,you got up with the help of table went to bedroom only to found him shouting.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN? WHERE'S MY DAUGHTER?" Your heartbeat raised in fear , Hyun start crying because of his voice you took him in your hold tears start flowing on their own .
"J-jungkook" you touched his arms crying because you could feel something wrong.
"I am going" he said his face was showing the worry ,his voice was shaking you followed him knowing he's not ok .
"Yoona, where is she?" You asked crying but he didn't answer your questions.
