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Chapter 16

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In evening

After putting ayaan sleep khushi comes out and set in the garden  having  tea cup in her hands. Before few days ,she never thought that, she would land here like that.  Her life was going smooth with her son and her own self.she never thought that ,she would meet him ever in her life again. But god had another plan and now she is sitting in his garden  having cup of tea.

Hey where are you lost. She flinch and look at her right side finding  him sitting besides her having smile. 

K. Errr no where.   I was here only. She mumbles in her soft  voice looking down.

You know that I'm with you right.   He says taking her palm in his hand.

K. For how many days.  ??

Ar. Huh he got confused after listening her. 

K.  How many days arnav.  In few days, I'm going and then you will go your own way and I'll go on my own.    She says getting her hand out from his hold. 

Ar.  But I don't want you to go.   I want you to stay With me here along with our son.

K.  I can't do that.  I just can't.   You are not seeing the depth of my feelings. You don't know, how I felt with you ,when I was living in your house.  I  literally seen a nightmare.  That phase of life still haunts me. I know.... I know ,I've seen many more things in life. But this wes worse seeing people hating  me and looking at me like ,I'm some filth or dirt ,whom if they will liked or touched ,then they will become same like me.    I borne the punishment of that mistake ,which I didn't do even.   I remember how I used to cry each and every hour which I spent there.  And you are saying I should stay with you. What guarantee you have that ,you won't change afterwards.    Might today I get Agree to get along With you ,but tomorrow ,if your di or any other family person said  ,I've done something ,which they didn't like.. then you will be same and will trust them without asking me once, if it's right or wrong.  She sobs looking at him with teary eyes

Ar. No I won't do that.you are ayaan are precious to me.  You guys are more important to than anyone else.  I've understood ,I will get nothing thinking about others.in end of the day ,when their motive will complete they will leave me. But not you people because you are  my family. You and my son.  He scoot towards her holding her palm in his hold.

K.  No I can't do it. I'm sorry I can't. Saying this  she try to leave ,but he held her hand and pulled her back in his arms making her set in his  lap holding her waist tightly

K. What what you doing??? She try to come out ,but instead leaving her, he held her firmly looking straight in her eyes

Ar. Im not promising you for mare time.  Im doing it for life time.   I'm genuine to you.   I  agreed ,I was big asshole  in my past.  Who done many mistakes and blamed you for many things.  And I'm regretting for it. Might that's why god gave me punishment keeping you away from me and my son. But I wanna rectify for it now.  I don't want you to go after coming back.  I wanna give all the happiness, which you deserve.   I wanna fulfil all my responsibilities which I've towards  you and my son. .  I don't want my son to live fatherless and craving for my love. I want him to experience everything, which a normal baby does.   And you ..... I can't let you go.  I loved you since... since I'd seen you in that  green dress. You had took my breath away on first sight. I was feeling like,  I'm witnessing a real angel infront of me. You don't know what mess you had created in my heart.  I know I never  told you. But I love you.  I love you so much khushi.  I can show how mucn hate towards you. But I know that, how I always wished ,we should stay like a happy couple and I would cherish you  always.  But circumstances and misunderstanding just didn't let it happen. And we got separated. But this time ..I won't let you go. I will keep you always with me ..no matter what happens. You are mine and will be always mine. No matter what happens. Saying this he yanked her closer and take her lips in deep kiss making her shock with his sudden move. She just got statue on her place and forgot to blink her eyes in baffled state not able to disguise the fact that he kissed her . But  he is actually kissing her. His lips are moving perfectly on hers holding her tight. He is devouring in her lips like she is some addictive thing ,which he wanna keep sucking it ,till his heart doesn't get fulfil. On the other side. Arnav is kissing her passionately but after some seconds when he felt she didn't reciprocat,he broke a part and look at her breathing heavily.