A psycho's desire

chapter: 12

We arrived at my house and quickly went to my room. We practically jumped on my bed. "I'm sorry Quackity.." he said. I laid beside him. "It's okay Wil, just go to bed.." I said. "I'm sorry.. I love you so so so so much. I would kill someone for you.." he admitted sadly. I sighed and laughed a bit. "I know.. and I love you too" i said.

"Do you actually love me or just say that because I love you..?" He asked. "I actually love you. I know you've been a little.. let's say, obsessed with me. But it makes you unique and different which I love. You clearly care about me. You love me.." I said.

"Do you pinky promise to love me forever?" He said putting his pinky finger up. "I pinky promise to only love you romantically." I said as we pinky promised it.

He wrapped his arms around me and I quickly fell asleep with him saying "I'm sorry" or "I love you.. don't love anyone else.."

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I woke up and Wil wasn't beside me. "Maybe he actually went to school today.. we've missed like a whole week-" I mumbled to myself. I got up and put my uniform on. I noticed a note on my desk in Wil's handwriting.

To: My dear boyfriend,

I love you very much and it hurts but if you won't join me, i'm going alone. Yes, I am leaving. Please don't look for me. But do look after my younger brother, Tommy. I'm sorry if this made you upset and I'm sorry if what I say next is selfish. But don't love anyone else. Don't ever forget me. Don't move on.. only love me. Forever. And, don't you dare work. I don't want you to even lift a finger! I'm going to get rich!

I love you. And I'll find you when I'm recovered.

From: Wilby

My heart sank into my stomach. Wil left..? No no. He's probably at his house and this is a sick prank. I almost vomited when reading that. I grabbed the note and rushed to Wil's house.

I knocked on the door and Phil opened it. "Wha-" I didn't let him finish. I was about to cry. "Is Wil here?!" I asked. "Last time I saw him he was with you" he said. "No no no no no.." I mumbled while crying. "What's wrong mate?" He asked. I gave him the letter and he immediately started crying.

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The police have looked for him for 3 months now. I kept the letter and I did as he wanted. I protected Tommy the same way he did. I learned how to fight and I did fight people a couple of times.

I also never moved on..

Please come back Wil..

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The police gave up. His case has gone cold and everyone is sad. It's been 1 year.. when will he be back..? The police declared him as dead.

I help both of his brothers with their homework every week. I try to act happy but inside I'm crying and screaming for him.

And worse of all. His older brother just got cancer..

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Techno died. It was tragic, especially for his family. Having a missing son and another one dead is pretty tough.

I went to his funeral. And I officially took it as my job to protect Tommy.

A couple of years later I graduated I'm supposed to be happy but.. I can't help but feel like something is missing. Or someone is missing.

I moved out of the house and went to college. I slept in a dorm I shared With a random girl. Phil called and checked up on me everyday. He keeps accidentally calling me his son. I never had a father like him. I tell him it's okay to see me as his son and he broke down crying many times