The one I want

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"Line up against the wall" the guard said , his stern voice running right through me

I didn't hesitate and stood with my back against the wall making sure I was standing straight . There was 3 other girls standing at the side of me and they didn't look as scared as what I probably do . I have already been through the strip search and I'm now standing in bright orange trousers and a shirt , that wasn't fitted, may I add . I'm starting to regret my decisions already .

"You will be assigned a room , we will give you a toothbrush , towel and the essentials until your money comes through for commissary , then after about a week we will assign you to a dorm where you will be sleeping in what other inmates call cubes" the guard spoke

"This shit is so much better than the last place I was at" one of the new 'inmates' said

"You got that one right" someone in the same clothes as me but in a brown colour laughed as they walked by

"Follow me" the guard said

I was behind the guard so I was the first to move from the line , I didn't know how fast to walk, was I aloud to make eye contact with other inmates , I was to scared to lift my stare from the ground .

"Quill , you're in here" I looked up to realise he was talking to me

I gulped down the remaining saliva I had let in my mouth and looked into the room to see two sets of bunks .
There was an older women on one of the bottoms ones and a younger girl one the top one .

"You're the other top bunk , good luck" the guard said and with that he left with the other girls

Fuck , do I say hi or do I just walk to my bed , wait the bed isn't even made , what the fuck . I walked over the bed and started to fix it , putting the sheet on and fluffing the pillow . Now this bed looks a little bit comfier .

"Fresh meat" I turned to what was supposed to be the door to see a girl with a shaved head

"I'm poussey , you?" She asked walking over to me

"Dana quill" I said the nervousness leaving my body

"I'm going to call you Quill , Dana quill is a little to long" poussey laughed "I decided I would help one of the new inmates around , show them the ropes"

"What do you all just walk around?" I asked

"Yeah , we ain't all crazy , well some of them are" she laughed " come on" she said motioning for me to follow her so I did as told , I wasn't going to start anything my first day in prison

I followed poussey down the corridors and she was right all the inmates were just walking around doing their own thing , they basically all wore makeup , most of them had their hair done , this doesn't feel like a prison at all .

"This here is the TV room" poussey said walking into a room

"Everyone , this is quill , quill this is everybody"

"You don't have to look so scared , we won't hurt you" a girl with a really weird hairstyle smiled

"That's Suzanne , or as others say crazy eyes" poussey whispered the last part

I just nodded . I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be friendly with everyone or not . I'm scared to not smile at everyone I pass in case they like drop kick me or something .

"Come on I will show you the cubes you will be in"

"What do you mean?" I asked

"There is different cubes for different races"

"I see"

We walked into what I'm presuming is the cubes I would be staying in and again no bars , just open plan , which is crazy if you ask me .

"Well hello" a big built , short women smiled as she walked up to me

"Hello" I smiled

"Ain't you a hot little girl" she smirked

"Thanks , I guess"

"You don't swing that way do you?" She asked

"Sorry?" I asked

"Never mind , but you will soon" she smirked and walked away

"That's butch , big lesbian , be careful around her "

"I think I'm just going to go back to my room , thanks for showing me around a little " and with that I walked away , knowing fine well I didn't know how to get back to my room

All these corridors look the same , every single one , the dull paint and the dim lighting . I walked with my head facing the ground , still scared to look at most people . Normally I'm not a scared person , I don't care what people think or say to me but prison is different , I've heard stories about women in prison but then again they let all these inmates walk around so maybe it's not so bad .

"Watch where you're going" someone said as I bumped into them

"I'm so sorry" I said looking up to be caught in the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen

"Be careful next time" I didn't notice the Australian accent before , whys she in an American prison

She walked away and I was stunned , because how one girl can look like that , its crazy , she was beautiful , she has these mesmerising eyes and her accent was amazing . Maybe prison won't be so bad after all

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This is quite short but I feel like I have to write this about Ruby Rose bc ever since I watched season 3 oitnb , I fancy her a little . She literally makes me question my sexuality and what better way to use my imagination than write a story about her !!

Hope you all enjoy :) !!