Stella is honestly so pathetic . She told piper that I confessed my undying love to her , which is such a lie . I basically did say I love her but I didn't even say those words or confess that it was undying .
"You and Stella need to chill" Alex laughed as we walked down the corridors
"No , she needs to chill . I'm chill , I don't give a shit , whereas she is blatantly lying to everyone " I laughed
"What's she pissed about ?"
"Because I won't co-operate when clearly she doesn't know Viper and the things he would do to me" I said shuddering at the thought
"Are you serious ? How pathetic is she , does she want me to show her what viper will fucking do to you!" Alex said, getting a little angry
"Now someone agrees with me"
"Heard you're now single" Nicky said throwing her arm over my shoulder
"I was never in a relationship" I smirked
"So I finally have my chance ?" She asks seriously
"You never know" I smirked again
I made my way towards the kitchen to see most of the seats were empty . Yet Stella has to be sitting there with piper . There is plenty more places in this prison to hang out yet she chooses my work place , she can fuck off .
"Hey " piper smiled
"Hi" I smiled walking over to them
Stella didn't say anything she just looked straight at me . There was an emotion in her face but I couldn't quite pin-point it .
"You're early for your shift?" Piper said more of a question
"Yeah , red asked me to help out with lunch" I said
"Oh , don't want to keep you" piper smiled
I made my way into the kitchen and it was empty except for Norma cutting up carrots . She smiled at me and motioned for me to help her .
"You know , I wish you would talk sometimes , you seem like one of the sane people" I laughed
Norma smiled at me . I put on gloves and a hair net, along with my apron and started chopping carrots for tonight's dinner .
While cutting this I kept thinking of Stella , not because I wanted to but because I could hear her laughing from the cafeteria . She was deliberately trying to piss me off ! What fucking age is this stupid bitch ! No I need to calm down .
Seriously though how could she be such a cold hearted bitch all because I won't co-operate . I just want to serve my time get out and get on with my life . Well whatever life I will have when I get out , do you know how hard it will be to get a job without a college degree and being in prison on my résumé, it's going to be so dam hard . Especially since I know my mom will do nothing to help me out , I know my sister Brie will but I can't depend on her forever or stay with her forever .
"You know if you don't watch where you are cutting you will chop those fingers off" I looked up to see Red
"Didn't notice" I said putting down the knife
"What's got you all dazed ?" She asked
"Stella" I said truthfully , I felt like I could talk to red about things because she felt like a mom to me in this short time
"Come talk to me" she said walking into her little office
I followed her and sat on the desk while she sat on the chair .
"What's up?" She asked
"Stella , we had a thing and it was good , so good . Then the other day she flipped because I'm not co-operating to get out because the person will have someone kill me , anyway , I basically told her I don't want to leave because she will still be inside" I said all in one breath basically
"You love her huh?"
"Yep" I said huffing
"Do something about it . Tell her"
"I tried , she just ignored it" I shrugged my shoulders
"What age are you 10 , this isn't a movie Dana , this is real life . You don't always get second chances to make things right or tell people things . One life you have to live , do things , try out new things , don't hold back " red smiled , probably feeling proud of herself
"You know what you're right" I smiled standing up straight
"I always am"
"I'm going to tell her" I smiled
"When?" Red asked
"Tonight . And you are all going to help me " I smiled
"After your shift " red laughed
"Yes mam" I laughed walking back into the kitchen
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Ahh such a bad chapter but I'm so excited to write the next chapter !!
Hope you enjoy this chapter and sorry for the late update :(
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Fanfiction"I've never wanted someone as much as I want you" "Then don't let me go" Book#1
