Over the years (Blake Lively)

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2016
Y/n's POV

Blake and I have known each other since Gossip Girl. But back then we weren't together. I was in love with her but she wasn't in love with me. I told her many times how I felt about her but she always told me that she doesn't want me since she can't be together with someone that she has to shoot for a very long time. I mean we had like 6 seasons. This meant 6 whole years of being constantly together and if it hadn't worked out it would be pretty bad.

Now I understand her and I know that this was the right decision to make. But my younger self of mine wouldn't think the same. It took us years to get together. You have to think we were shooting from 2007 until 2012 and in that meantime, we had both other people in our lives. Even though I loved her I decided to give other people chances. At the end of our time, we were both single. We could have tried to date but at that time we both didn't want it.

At that time Blake told me that she always had feelings for me but she didn't want to act on them because of obvious reasons. I still loved her at that time. Basically, nothing was in our way to be together but like I said we decided that it would be the best that would go our separate ways since we were both not ready for a relationship that had so much passion and love.

I know it my sounds weird but at that time it felt right and that is why we decided to do it like that. If you ask me if I regret that we went our separate ways I would say no. Because in the end we found each other and we are now happier than ever. To our luck, our paths crossed again in the year 2015 at the film The Age of Adaline. She was playing Adaline Bowman and I was playing the one and only Ellis Jones.

Once we both started to play again we noticed that the bond and the love were still between us. And we couldn't resist each other so we decided to be a couple. We were both very happy until the start of this year. At the beginning of this year, Ryan appeared out of nowhere and messed with Blake's head. And since then we are not really working anymore. I don't know why we are still together. Well, I know why I am together with her but I don't know why she is still with me.

I still love her like the first day I fell in love with her but I am not sure if she still loves me. I talked with her about it and she tells me many times that she loves me and that I am it. I am her soulmate. But my gut feeling is telling me that she will leave me soon. And I mean very soon, even though we had sex the last two nights I know that she doesn't want me. And I have to say that there was so much passion and love as we had sex but nevertheless, I know that we will break up soon.

As I think about it I get a call from Blake "Hey, baby." I say "Hey, Y/n. Are you home?" She asks. "Yeah, why?" "Okay, I will be home soon. I have to talk with you about something." She says and I don't say anything because I know exactly what she is going to say to me. "Okay see you soon." I say and end the call before she can say anything else.

Ten minutes later Blake walks into the house and she sits right across from me. "You want to break up with me, right?" I ask her and she looks shocked at me. But at the same time, she looks relieved. She nods her head "Why?" I ask her "The feelings I have for Ryan are still so strong and I can't just get over it. No matter how much I tried." She says and I nod my head. "Okay, we are over. You can pick up your stuff when I am not home." I say and she just looks at me.

"That's all?" She asks "What do you expect more?" I ask her "Why are you not screaming at me or angry at me?" She asks and I shrug "Blake you and I both know that we were already over since the premiere night of our film. We just couldn't admit it to each other." I say and then get up. "Where are you going?" "In my room. The next time I walk out of my room I want you out of my house." I say and walk to my room.


One month later

"Breaking news! Blake Lively and her ex-boyfriend Ryan Reynolds are spotted at Venice Beach. Are they back together? and what happened with Y/n Y/l/n?" I hear as I cook in the kitchen. I left the TV on because I wanted to hear some music but the first thing I heard was that my ex-girlfriend was back with her ex-boyfriend and she left me because of it. I walk into the living room and shut the TV off. I sit on the couch and sigh "The woman I love doesn't love me anymore..." I say to myself so that I don't keep any hopes up.

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