~Marvel one shots~

"Im sorry i didnt mean to"

Katelena-Yelena has been struggling with self harm. Kate helped her get clean but she relapses after something happens while she was at the gym (also pretend Nat didn't die)

Warning-mentions of self harm,sexual assault and yelena blaming herself

Kate pov

I hear a knock on the door. Lucky barks and runs to the door. I walk over to the door and open it to see a certain blonde in tears blood seeping through her white shirt."Kate I'm sorry"
Slightly confused I look down to yelenas side to see the blood she seemed to be hiding. "Yelena what did you do" I ask with worry in my voice. She replies in a teary voice"I was at the gym and this guy came up behind me and grabbed me. I asked him to let go but he just moved his hands up my body and grabbed my chest." I just stand and stare at her. "He assaulted you" she gently nodded her before starting to cry again. I pull her in for a hug being careful of her sides. I pull away and bring her to sit on the couch "did u relapse" I ask grabbing the first aid kit. She just nods again. I point to her side as if to ask if I can lift her shirt to care for the cuts."mhm" is the only answer I got. Pulling the fabric of her shirt up to see how bad the cuts were made tears well up in my eyes.deep cuts lace her side from the bottom of her sports bra to the top of her Nike pro leggings. "Oh Lena"are the only words I could muster up as I kneel between her legs. "I'm sorry i didn't mean to" she tells me in a shaky voice. I shake my head "it's not your fault. This may sting a bit" I tell her before begin to clean the cuts. A small wince comes from the shorter blonde on the couch. "I can't tell Nat she'll be mad at me" the older blonde tells me. How can she think her older sister would be mad. "Елена, если она твоя сестра, она не рассердится. я уверен, что она поймет"(yelena if she's your sister she won't be mad. im sure she will understand) I explain to her. She looks down to me "you learnt Russian for me" I nod my head gently. This just causes her to cry again. I wrap a bandage around her side before sitting on the couch next to her letting her rest her head on my shoulder. I wrap an arm around her and ask"do u want me to call Nat?"she shakes her head. I just nod running my fingers through her beautiful blonde hair.

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After about 20 minutes of watching "the last of us" I hear gentle snores coming from the older blonde girl next to me. Gently I move her head onto my lap. "You're ok Lena I've got you"I had to do it I had to call Natasha.
I pick up my phone from nest to me and dial the number"hello who is this" a male voice asks down the phone.rogers. "Hey it's Kate bishop I really need to talk to Natasha" i say quickly "wow slow down Kate what's up" i hear nat say im a muffled tone"yelena relapsed" I explain. Nat hangs up. 10 minutes later she jumps through my widow Steve following behind. She walks to the couch to see Yelena asleep with her head on my lap and a purple fleece laced over her. I smile at her before explain what happened."What's this guys name" I shrug my shoulders "hold on" I say starting to wake Yelena
"Mmm" she clearly didn't want to get up. "Nat,Steve and I are going to the gym wanna come" she just nods and sits up "ok come on let's get you some fresh clothes" I tell her leading her to my room.she pulled to bloody top over her head revealing her scars and bandaged cuts.i hand her a fresh top. She slides it over her head and leaves the room so I can get changed
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We get to the gym. Nat parks outside and gets out of the car. Steve had his hand on her thigh the whole drive. I wake Yelena who had been asleep on my shoulder most of the drive and go inside. As we get in Yelena hides behind me and whispers "that him I can't go In there" I nod and tell her the wait with Nat. The man was by the weights. Walking past I tuck the oversized T-shirt I was wearing into my sports bra.i could feel his eyes on me. This sent shivers down my spine. I walk over to the pull up bar and start to work out. The man walks over while I was doing push ups "may I?" He asks before putting his hand under my chest "try get your chest to my fist" I nod at him "thanks". After round 25 push ups I get up onto my knees to have a drink.the man grabs my waist as I stand up "they were good push ups" I try and pull away but he just pulls me in to him. Clenching a fist I try and pull away again. Nat comes running over " let go of her" the guy just laughs before seeing Yelena "ah my little okay thing."Before I could say anything the guy's face was smashed in by Nat.he fell to the floor"next time don't assault my sister"

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