Dear, My Past Loves

The (B)-Prince

B, I know that we're not in the best relationship right now...

But knowing you is one of the best experiences I know.

I'm sorry for it was my fault to begin with.

I'm sorry I didn't listen to you that you're not into a relationship.

I'm sorry to bother you with my texts and calls.

I'm sorry that I tried to get your attention and didn't get the sign that you don't care about me at all.

I'm sorry to bother you because K told you that I keep whining about you.

I'm sorry I messed up our friendship for the three of us.

I'm sorry I can't forget you even though we haven't talk for.. I don't know...couple of weeks?

I'm sorry when you tried to fix our friendship, I'm bringing back this problem again. I just want you to realized that I tried on moving on and with you doing this, I can't move on at all.

I'm sorry I cried again for remembering the old days and messed up the plan you tried working on to fix our friendship.

I'm sorry that I disappointed your expectation of having a good friend without any feelings involved.

I'm sorry that because of me your head is a mess right now.

I'm sorry for liking you.

I'm sorry for everything I do and said.

But, I still thank you that you were here. Listening to all my whines, help me cheer up for any problems I had, thank you for the cute cat videos, thank you for letting me play games with you even though you know how bad I am, thank you for the lunch and dinner we had, thank you for the small talks.

Literally, thank you for everything especially when you tried to fix our friendship.

I know that you really want to be friends with me but I'm really sorry that I'm not ready. I hope you understand that I like you too much that it hurt me like this.  I hope you are happy with someone else that help you forget about your love trauma and I know that it's not going to be me next to you.

Good bye, (B)-prince.