Chapter 1: Alaysia

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"So what am I supposed to do now? Cause the last time I checked we had this baby together I didn't make him myself n!gga" This man just love to play with me like I won't  whoop his ass. "Andr'e if we playing these type of games baby you can see me in court cause if yo raggedy ass won't help on yo own then imma let the government make yo ass pay. You sorry ass son of a bitch." The niggas I choose to deal with seem to get worse and worse every time I think I found Love. 

"Lay stop doing all that damn yelling in here my grand baby is finally sleep." That's my mama she been staying with me since I had my son Cory 4 months ago. Me and Andr'e been dealing with each other on and off for like 10 years. We met in highschool and we always been cool, we tried dating in 10th grade but that didn't work because he wasn't ready for a real relationship which i understood cause I wasn't ready either. After dating for like 6 months we ended the relationship but we stayed good friends. About 4 years after college he hit me up and asked to take me on a date and I said  why the hell not and did it but clearly that was the wrong fucking decision. When I got  pregnant Andr'e wasn't the best person for me to be around he became abusive and controlling so once I had Cory I made sure to put my down payment on me and my son new house and when I went into labor Andr'e decided to take a trip to Miami so once we got discharged I called my brothers they packed up all my stuff from Andr'e house and drove it all to my new home in  whole different state and that was that.

"Mom he playing with my intelligence and it's pissing me off so bad." Yelling is how I get my anger out when I'm Dealing with this n!gga. "Didn't you leave his ass so you could get away from him?" My mom always wanna spit some knowledge when I just wanna vent. "Yeah mom I know that but damn I gotta do everything myself that's just fucked up."

"Naw it ain't fucked up because he showed you his true colors in y'all relationship and yo ass being dumb and in love you decided not to see the damn picture he was painting. So get yo ass up, put on yo big girl panties and raise this baby the best way you can and take his ass to court and don't contact him unless its through and attorney." My mom has really been my rock since I found out I was pregnant. She don't necessarily agree with my choices but she has always been there for me no matter how hard headed I am.
"Ma I know I just need to say  this shit so it's not eating away at me. But you right momma ain't raise no hoe so imma get this shit right and me and my son ain't gonna need a nigga or  his funds.

                                                         ~ ~2 WEEKS LATER~~


"Bitch I'm bout to download tinder cause I need a man ASAP." My best bitch Keisha has been in my life since 10th grade and we ain't never questioned the loyalty that we have for each other that's why she is Cory Godmom. "Now bitch you know damn well that app is filled with creeps and weirdos and out of everybody we know you be the first one to bash a damn dating app now you wanna download it trying to get some penis nasty." She laughed a little to hard at that but she ain't neva lied I hate dating apps but a bitch can't keep playing the dating game at this big ole age of mine granted I'm only 25but that's too old to still be playing games with young minded ass individuals that just wanna hunch on me. "Okay I know I talked my shit but something's gotta give cause I'm not bout to keep giving my heart to the wrong n!ggas just for them to break my heart and leave me to fix it alone and Andr'e was the icing on the fucking cake cause the dirty ass n!gga left me with a whole kid to take care of while he go off without a care in the world." I just downloaded it and made my profile under a fake name of course because they don't need to know my real name until I figure out if they real or not. "Okay so since you doing this I guess we gotta make some rules cause this is a stupid decision but imma make sure you safe no matter what so number one: you don't go on any of these dates unless you let me know first, I need his name, his picture, his birthday all of it cause if he kidnap you then I'm coming to get his ass as soon as you don't answer the phone." She laughed a little bit after saying that but I know she was deadass serious so I agreed even though I'm a grown ass woman but I know it's cause she care about me more than any other bitch I have ever met. 

"Well I am just looking right now but it's a couple of them on here that's looking real daddy-ish I'm just saying." Laughing as I'm swiping left and right on different men but as I was looking I came across a Mister Deriontae Jenkins, and baby when I tell you this man was fine, He is about 5 foot 9, with long ass dreads down his back, and he older than me which is a must cause younger dudes don't excite me at all so I like them a little older than me. "Look bitch this man is giving step daddy and I'm loving it real bad." I leaned over to show Keisha and she looked at me like I was crazy when she saw his age. "Bitch you tryna date a old man?" she asked looking at me like I'm crazy. "Girl he is not that damn old he is only 7 years older than me and that's not a lot and if he look like this I know he got something to give me that imma ride all night." She gagged and turned the music up on me.

~~Tinder Convo~~

ME: Hey fine

Deriontae: Hey beautiful how you doing today?

Me: I'm Doing okay just chillin' with my bestfriend kinda bored wyd

Deriontae: Well I ain't doing nothing chillin' with my family on this beautiful day.

Me: oh you a family man  I  like that

Deriontae: Yeah I'm big on family trying to see if I can add you to my family if that's at all possible

Me: lol you cute but we will see about that later on down the line

Deriontae: Well what you looking for on this lil app looking as good as you do ain't nobody cuffed you up yet?

Me: I was  booed up at one point in time but that didn't work out the way I hoped it would so I left that alone and I'm looking for something more peaceful and real

Deriontae: well let me fix what he broke love

Me: We gonna see love but for now we can just get to know each other but imma have to hit you up later I gotta  go pick my baby up. imma hit you up later okay love.

Deriontae: Okay beautiful can't wait <3


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