31 ♥ the other...man?

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"I don't know why we don't do this more often

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"I don't know why we don't do this more often." I chuckle as we lay back on the bed.

"Probably because my parents still think we're together." One of my best friends, Garrett jokes.

Let's make one thing clear, Garrett is as straight as a fucking rainbow.

We've been friends since the 7th grade and I was one of the first people he came out to.

I was even the one who set him up with his now-boyfriend, Tyler.

He was also the first one I expressed my confused emotions to.

All my life I've always been confused about what kind of people I liked.

At first, I just thought that I was super picky when it came to guys I wanted to date but then I met Scarlett.

We met last year during a party thrown by a mutual friend of ours.

We talked all night and I knew then and there that the feelings I had for this girl were more than just friendly.

She was a lesbian and had no problem showing me that she was just as interested in me as I was in her.

We exchanged numbers and talked for hours every single day.

When we met up again...I kissed her.

She was shocked, I was shocked- hell, EVERYONE WAS SHOCKED!

I immediately started to freak out because I had obviously never done anything like that with a girl so I immediately went to Garrett.

Obviously, I trust my girls too but this is just something they wouldn't have understood.

Garrett assured me that there was nothing wrong with experimenting and that it was perfectly okay for me to love who I wanted.

So...that's exactly what happened.

Scarlett and I dated in private for about 8 months.

She was fucking incredible and I still love her to this day...but as a friend.

We had a mutual breakup and she ended up leaving last summer to head off to college.

We still speak here and there but I recently found out she's in a new relationship and very happy.

And me? Well- Parker makes me really happy.

AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!

I'm supposed to hate him...but I can't!

He's great with Marco, he listens to me anytime I rant about my shitty parents, and he always finds a way to sneak into my room while my parents are sleeping just so he can make sure I get some sleep.

I'm falling for this guy fucking HARD and I don't know what to do!

Sometimes I just want to back out of this plan but...there's always something that lingers in the back of my mind.

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