SO I'LL WATCH YOUR LIFE IN PICTURES LIKE I USED TO WATCH YOU SLEEP
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I feel sick, like I'm gonna puke. 'There's no way Vinnies gonna have the courage to come to la now' dixie tried telling me, but if those texts indicate anything. It's that he will.
It seems as though he's doing anything to make me upset, he knows this shit makes me so fucking anxious.
In high school when I first got posted on tiktokroom I literally puked multiple times in HIS bathroom and afterwards took a shower in HIS shower and cried in HIS arms in HIS bed.
I get that what I did wasn't the best. But it's not like he was perfect through out our like, relationship or whatever you wanna call it.
Im surprised none of your guys old classmates have said anything, do you think they like keep up with what you do since like your like semi famous. Dix says as she brings me water, I'm literally sitting over the toilet cause I feel so disgusting like I'm gonna puke. All my old classmates love making up lies about me for clout.
Yeah but whatever they would say wouldn't be a lie. I say drinking the water and as soon as it hits my stomach I puke.
And guess who starts calling as I puke.
Blake.
Should I answer it? Dixie asks me holding up phone and trying to hold my hair back aswell.
No let it ring I'll call him back.
She shrugs and puts my phone back down and helps me while I throw up all my stress at 12:37PM on a Saturday in my underwear and y shirt, and I'm not even hungover. What is life.
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user was this really post worthy, also it seems likes she sorta going through something maybe you guys should like chill. - blakegray fr
user at least she's skinny
user how she still fine
dixiedamelio definitely not - larray lolllll
user something definitely did happen between her and vinnie in high school and she definitely lied to us and Blake about it and is now stressing cause Vinnies coming out to la.
user she's noticing without makeup
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Kolbs this person is right on, do you know them? Dixie says handing me her phone with the comment section pulled up.
No, but if I did I would blame you for jinxing it I say handing it back after thoroughly looking through the account.
That's crazy that there like exactly right-
Dixie don't make me over think, *RING RING* is it blake again?
Yes she tells me with a sigh and I reach my arm out take it.
I hesitate before picking up but I do, I put it on speaker and signal dix to stay quiet.
Hey! Sorry I wasn't picking up I'm just not feeling good today
That's ok I was just worried
Yeah I'm ok thank u
So I swear I'm not trying to be like that, and I totally believe you but like, promise you won't get mad if I ask?
Sure.. I speak slowly into the phone and Dixie and shoot each other a look.
Ok, ever since those pictures of you and Vinnie came about you've been acting sorta weird so if you guys were something, you can tell me I won't be super upset
I seriously consider telling him but Dixie looks just as confused as I'm sure I do. She shrugs and I almost tell him before I just can't.
I swear Blake nothings wrong I've just been sick, just like throwing up a little I just have like a virus or something.
Ok I completely believe you, you don't think your pregnant do you?
WHAT? My jaw drops and Dixie throws her hand over her mouth to cover her laugh no there no chance Blake unless you messed with the condom and are trying to trap me
That's so something I would do, that's actually a good idea my eyes widen and we're silent for a minute IM JOKING he says in a laughing tone.
That's not funny Blake I reply letting out a giggle
Yeah you laughed
Bye Blake I'll call you later
Bye kolbs I love you
He hangs up before I can acknowledge what he just said. Dixie and I sit in silence for a minute. I didn't know what to say honestly.
I have to go to the studio are you going to be ok? Dix asks and I slowly nod my head. She says something about calling her or even griffin if something's wrong.
I didn't fully hear. I was too busy thinking.
Blake just told me he fucking loved me and we're not even dating. This is too much, this is crazy. WHO DOES THAT? Who tells someone they love them if their not even fucking dating like what the actual fuck?
I think my best bet is to brush my teeth, smoke a bowl and go to fucking bed.
