What is this warm feeling
Wrapping its tentacles around my heart?
It feels like it is suffocating me
But I like the pressure closing around me
Hugging me like a cocoon
Scared that I might leave
My stomach is churning
Spinning like a ride in the Ferris wheel
Sweat is dripping like tears from my face
How can you love something that makes you so anxious?
How can this anxious feeling pair with love?