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𝙎𝙖𝙣.

𝘉𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴. 𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘥. 𝘐 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴.

I woke up feeling tight hearted. My face was covered with sweat and my breathing became unstable.

I stood up from the bed, went to the kitchen to pour myself a glass of water as a sigh escaped my lips while i took a seat.

This happened everyday. Almost every single night. It was like a hobby. It all started at the day of my parents death. As if it was meant to be. But the fact that i could have prevented it just by not being stubborn was killing me every time i look at myself in the mirror.

A long sense of relief left my body as i was slowly drifting to sleep again though i know that i was gonna wake up soon the same way.

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I was getting ready as usual for my job, wearing my clothes and making sure everything was alright..i stepped out to see somi in the parking lot.

A half hearted smile left my face and i motioned her to step in the car so that we could proceed on with the day though i didnt want to. I was excessively tired today but i made sure to give out an extremely normal face and continued on with the day so as to let it go once the clock reaches eleven fifty nine.

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