Decisions (Chapter 6)

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Zoe's POV:

After my date with Luka, I went back home still blushing. I had to choose one of them but I just couldn't, I love them both...

I went to my room and jumped on my bedmmediately, I was exhausted but happy at the same time. "I got to kiss the two people I loved!!" I squealed quietly.

I wish I didn't have to choose, that I wouldn't have to break one of their hearts.

I was thinking about it for what seemed like hours, and my eyes just closed by them selves...

The next thing I knew, it was already morning. I kept waking up in the middle of the night and I was still really tired but I opened my phone and checked the time, It was currently 7:36 AM. I haven't waken up so early since summer break started.

I got up from my bed, washed my face and ate the food that my butler, Armand delivered to my room. I was lost in my thoughts until suddenly... Bzz! Bzz!

Someone messaged me, I opened my phone curious but then I saw Chloe's name pop up in my notifications. I reluctanly checked the message.

"Ugh I can't deal with craziness right now" I said while turning off my phone and got lost in my thoughts again

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"Ugh I can't deal with craziness right now" I said while turning off my phone and got lost in my thoughts again... Until I heard a knock

"Ugh Chloe! Go away" I shouted going towards the door

I opened the door and saw Marinette standing there looking nervous

"Marinette?"

"Come in!" I said while opening the door for her with a smile

She reluctantly came in, it was like she was ready to run away any moment now. She took a step in without going any further, I could tell she was really nervous to even say anything. I closed the door before she could run out, I grabbed her hand and led her to my bed. I sat down but she was still standing in front of me

"Marinette please say something" I pleaded after some time of silence

"I'm sorry" she said sounding like she was about to cry

"Hey don't be sorry, you did nothing wrong... "

She eventually sat down next to me on my bed and looked at me with tears in eyes

"I told you to not cry, I can't stand seeing you like this" I said with while frowning at her

"I risked our friendship doing that" she said

"You didn't risk anything... Didn't I tell you that yesterday?"

"But I heard you went on a date with Luka" She looked at me

I fell silent

"Is that why you are crying again?" I said realizing

She didn't answer. I didn't know what to say too. I hugged her tightly after some time.

"I can't seem to know who I love more Marinette, I can't stand seeing you or even Luka get hurt because of me. I'm the worst" I said pulling away from our hug and looking down

"Zoe, Your really awesome... I'm the worst, if I had accepted your confession that time, then this would have never happened" Marinette then said still not looking at me

I didn't answer

"I probably should get going" Marinette said while getting up

I still didn't look at her. I wanted to stop her and at least kiss her but it would make matters worse. She looked sad as she went through the door, she stop for a second but went out closing the door behind her.

"What was wrong with me?!?" I said mad at myself

After a while, I was still angry with myself but I still wanted to go for a walk to calm down a bit. I put on my shoes and went to press the elevator button. When the elevator came to my floor and opened the doors, I saw none other than Chloe inside.

"Great" I said rolling my eyes and getting in the elevator hoping she wouldn't say anything but luck wasn't on my side today. Chloe said

"Why didn't you answer me?!?" Chloe said angrily as always

"It's none of your business" I mumbled softly

It finally reached the first floor and I went out as quick as I could

"Ugh, since when does she have an attitude?" I heard Chloe said while I was walking out

I didn't feel like talking to someone right now. I put my hands in my pockets and looked down but high enough to see in front of me. I was walking still thinking until I saw Luka walking out of his boat. I guess he saw me because he waved at me, I didn't have the strength to wave back, I saw Luka waiting for me to walk over, and when I did Luka said

"Hey Zoe!" Luka said cheerfully

I didn't have to voice to say anything but I forced the loudest of my voice

"Hey..." I mumbled sounding like Juleka when she speaks

I think he didn't hear me because he looked sad while I was passing by. I went back to my room by 5:30 PM and plopped on my bed as usual.

I didn't know what was wrong with me, I didn't feel like doing anything but lie down on my bed and cry. I'm not sure if I was depressed, sad about the decision between Marinette and Luka or I was just crazy.

I checked my phone after a while and saw it was Sunday the 18th meaning the end of our summer break was tomorrow. I had to face Marinette tomorrow... I'm sure she's already hurt because of me...

I didn't feel like eating, I didn't even eat lunch earlier. I didn't have the strength to even take a shower or even change my clothes. I was just thinking about both Luka and Marinette but I loved them both, I couldn't seem to choose. "Why do they have to be so perfect?" I thought to myself because I didn't have the strength to even open my mouth.

I checked the time on my phone again, it was 6:23 PM. I usually sleep at 8:30-9:00 PM on school nights and but I felt tired. I fell asleep immediately

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