Scars

7

                                           Aaradhya

Relationships are a mirage.

Love is a mirage.

Everyone is just using each other in this world.

They leave you once you are useless for them.

My dad would have done the same to mom had it not been their families coercing them to be together.

And they were obligated to each other.

Sometimes I feel they were together for me and my sister and also because mamma had nowhere to go.

After that day we never heard the talks of their separation.

But they were never the same afterwards.

Just two people together for the sake of some society reputation and their kids.

My sister faced a similar fate in her relationship.

My family was always miserable in everything.

But relationship dynamics tops everything.

I had made my mind I would never get into any relationship seeing the legacy of my family.

Trust me, family problems can kill all of your happiness.

It’s not like I have never been with a guy before.

I have had three one night stands first one out of curiosity and other two for my own needs.

But the third guy wouldn’t stop stalking me afterwards and had said he got attached to me.

It was a task getting him out of my life.

I felt guilty about it for a reason I couldn’t decipher yet.

But I know it wasn’t my fault.

I stopped having sexual interactions after that incident.

I didn’t want to get laid if that meant feeling horrible afterwards.

I couldn’t even share this with anyone.

I knew I would be judged.

Being a girl is not easy.

It’s hard and expensive.

If the first shock of hredhaan wanting to have a truce with me was not enough he dropped the bomb of being attracted to me.

I know I am pretty so it wasn’t much of a surprise to me but the person saying it surely was.

Then he went on saying he wanted to date me.

He sure had a death wish.

Moreover I still don’t trust him.

What if he was lying to me?

The guy who didn’t show an ounce of interest in me during all those years is suddenly attracted to me with a single meet in the club?

Sounds fishy.

I don’t believe this.

I need to focus on my business.

I need to get the fourth deal of commercial clothes alongside my regular ones.

It will surely help me expand my business and maybe launch my own brand afterwards.

If my clients started trusting my product quality that means they will put their trust in me and my company.

The remaining day went with me lashing out on my employees deducting my assistant’s salary and finally making my way towards home much to the relief of people working under me.