all because of you | woosan

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"he is dead"

was the words san was afraid to hear.

but he didn't. it wasn't wooyoung's time to go.

"he is now in a coma. he was suffering from a severe internal bleeding from all the intense beating he had received so he had to undergo a surgery. he also has broken ribs and other minor injuries and bruises all over his body.

his condition is now stable but serious and that's why we won't wake him for a few days. but i must say, if he was brought in even few hours later... he could have died" the doctor explained as everyone watched him in shock. they knew seojun had been abusing him intensely but to this extent, almost literally killing him. "but that is it for now. we will inform you about the further procedures" and with that, doctor shin with his white coat walked away.

⋅  ₊˚ ⋅ 20 days later:

"what are you thinking?" san asked from wooyoung as they were now on their way back from the hospital. wooyoung looked thoughtful as he kept watching out of the car window and maybe rather sad expression on his face.

finally. finally wooyoung was able to return home. the hospital life was not so glamorous as expected so he felt extremely relieved to get back to normal, get back home.

physically wooyoung was almost fine. all his bruises and broken ribs were healing just fine. his body and face was still a little swollen and he would still feel internal pain quite often but other than that, he was fine.

mentally, not so good. after he was woken up from the coma, he started to be extremely paranoid and therefore was unable to get proper sleep. and sometimes, his body would just give up on him and he would fall on the floor with damaging consequences. not because he was physically weak but because his body couldn't take the constant stress and paranoia much longer.

he would see nightmares about how he was kidnapped over and over again, his friends dying, san dying and then he himself dying in them. and he would wake up all sweating and his body cramping and shaking because they felt so real.

he wasn't well and he knew it. he didn't know if he could ever recover from what happened. he wanted to but his thoughts kept hunting him.

and he was still scared. not only because of what happened but because seojun was still gone. after he had found out that they were able to find and save wooyoung, he disappeared. completely. no one has seen him ever since he left the house that day. 

so needless to say, wooyoung was scared to go home, afraid that seojun would eventually get to him some way or another as a payback. he had a strong feeling that seojun wasn't done with him and would forever bear a grudge against him.

and san had been there every day beside wooyoung. not leaving him alone even for a second. he even slept there in the hospital chair beside him for the whole twenty days wooyoung had to spent there. he had made a promise to everyone, more like to himself that he wouldn't let the other out of his sight ever again. 

since san have been there all along, he was well aware of wooyoung's nightmares and all the other weight he was carrying inside and he couldn't help but feel guilty over what happened. the reason wooyoung had to go through all this was looking himself from the mirror every morning and it was eating him alive.

wooyoung had told him several times that it was going to be okay and that it wasn't his fault but no matter what anyone said, deep down he felt like it was all his fault.

san tried to do his best in order to find a solution for all this and since he had lot of extra time in the hospital as wooyoung would sleep quite a lot or go to checkups, he had tried to get glues as to where seojun could be hiding but nothing. obviously he was searched by the police as well but they always gave away the same answer. we don't know where he is.