Love you to the moon and to Saturn

The first time

TW: sexual content

Rep: 

I've been really horny lately. I'm planning tonight to stop this horniness. I wanna do it with Lover. I mean only if she wants. I don't want to force her or something. I'm not that kind of person, you know what I mean? Like forcing your partner to have sex with you and them refusing and then YOU are still the one getting mad at them sounds just disgusting.

-Come in, I'm making pasta, your favorite!

-How did you know pasta is my favorite?

-Oh, Lov! I know a lot things about you.

-Like?

-Umm, your favorite food is pasta, you love scented candels, you love roses, and your favorite song is False God.

-Is this a hint to something?

-Might be!

-Oh my god! You wanna have a romantic night with me! Rep, you're a softie!

-No, I'm not! (yes, I am)

-Yes you are, dummy!

-Oh, shut up!

A few minutes later the pasta was ready. We went together in the living room to eat. I was really nervous abot tonight's events, but also really really excited!

-You want some wine with your pasta pretty girl?

-Good girls don't drink!

-Good girls make mistakes sometimes..

I poured some wine into her glass then we both started eating.

-Hey, did you know there's a party at Speak Now's this weekend?

-Really? What is she celebrating?

-The fact that she's alive!

-You can't be serious!

-Yes I am. Her words, not mine!

-She's pretty crazy sometimes.

-Yeah, and I thought maybe you wanna go!

-To Speak Now's party?

-Yes, why not? I mean this is the first party we're going to since we got together!

-Yeah, sure! Anything for you, Lov!

Man, she's so sweet, especially when she's making those adorable little puppy eyes! Of course I can't say no to her, it's just impossible.

30 minutes later we finished eating. We got in my bed to watch TV in there, I think she knew it was coming too. Man, I was nervous..

-So, did you like the dinner?

-Yeah, I loved it! I'm actually so full.

-Oh yeah?

Lover:

 I knew it was coming. I could feel it. I felt weird, tho, cause I've never done it. I'm 100% sure Rep's an absolute pro. But me? Nope.

She started kissing me. The softest kisses I had in my entire life. She grabbed my waist then came closer to me. I didn't wanna do it. After a few, kisses, she started kissing my neck. Gosh, how do I tell her? More kisses and touches. What if she won't like me anymore? I didn't want that, but I didn't want to do it at that moment either.

-Rep..

Nothing..

-Rep, please, stop!

She stopped.