The sad truth

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TW: mentions of self-harm

Rep:

Today I went with mom to record Reputation (Taylor's Version). I actually had so much fun and I had a great time. Lover waited for me at home all day. I just couldn't wait to get home faster to kiss her and cuddle with her.

(and eat her out)

-Lover, I'm home!

Nothing.

-Lover?

I heard noises from upstairs. She was in the bathroom. What's she doing? Is she crying?

I opened the door and there she was. Is that a blader? Oh my god, no. I quickly hugged her and she started to cry in my arms,

-Lover, what's wrong?

-I'm sorry, Rep, I really am.

-What's going on?

-I'm a mess. I understand if you don't love me anymore.

-What do you mean I don't love you anymore? Of course I love you, you are my favorite person, you are the reason I'm still alive. Lover, why wouldn't I love you anymore?

I started to cry too. I didn't know she was going through all that.

-Since when are you doing this?

-Um, since we first broke up. Then I did it whenever I felt really bad and crying didn't help.

-Oh, Lov! You know I'm always here, right?

-Well, I didn't want you to worry about me. I know you have enough problems.

-Lover, I don't give a fuck about my problems as long as you are okay and you have someone to talk to. I am always here for you no matter what.

-I don't wanna force you to tell me, but why are you doing this?

-Well, things get rough sometimes..

-I understand, babydoll. It's okay. You're safe now.

-I love you, Rep.

-I love you too, Lover. I always will. Now let's get you clean, everything is gonna be alright!

AN: short chapter, ik. I'm actually out of ideas. would you like me to write about other couples too? for example midnights x 1989 or idk. just let me know. don't forget that the next chapter is coming out next saturday. have a great day! 💕

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