Love you to the moon and to Saturn

Regrets

Rep:

I was thinking about going home with Lov because she was kinda drunk. I only drank some soda, so I could drive. I washed my hands and when I got back Lover was gone. I was a little worried because I knew how Lover is when she's drunk.

-Hey, Red! Do you have any idea where Lover went?

-Um, I think I saw her and Karma getting inside.

No.Fucking.Way.

Oh my god! I know why she and Karma got inside. That bitch would do anything to win Lov's heart. But I'm sure Lover isn't gonna let Karma win, I know she loves me.

I was still worried, because I knew what Karma was capable of doing. So I went inside and searched for them in every single room. Nothing. There was only one room left, the guest room.

So I opened the door and I saw Karma and Lover under the blankets.

She cheated on me.

Lover cheated on me.

Lover cheated on me with Karma.

Lover fucking cheated on me with Karma, with that bitch.

-Lover?

-Rep? But wait!

That's all I let her say. I quickly ran off, so she won't see me cry. The whole gang asked me what's wrong, but all I could do is go straight to the car and go home.

When I got home I went inside and went straight to bed. I am glad that nobody could see me cry. I cried. I bawled my eyes out. For what seemed like decades. I just couldn't believe it. Lover, the love of my life, my soulmate, my favorite person of all times, my reason to stay alive cheated on me with my fucking sister. I cried myself to sleep that night.

In the morning I woke up with thousands of messages and missed calls from Lover and the others. I didn't want to answer. I didn't even want to see them. Not even Lover's apologies. She hurt me. Really bad. I wanted her to know that.

I tried to have a normal day. But how on Earth I could do that? How can I live without Lover? I am so fucking in love with her, and she cheated on me with my sister. I woke up and I wanted to brush teeth but ended crying on the bathroom floor. I wanted to make some coffee. I always take two mugs, for me and Lover, but then I remembered and cried again.

I know, it's very lame for me to cry like a baby, but I just can't live without her. I can't!

Later that day someone knocked at my door. It was 1989.

-Rep? Oh my god, are you okay?

Is she serious?

-Is that a sarcastic question?

-You're right, I'm sorry. It's a stupid question. So how did all that happend?

-Well, I thought she loved me, but apparently I was wrong..

-But that's imposible, Rep! You two are obsessed with eachother.

I was starting to get mad.

-Oh, yeah? Then why did she cheat on me with my sister?

-Okay, calm down! I'm not the one who cheated on you.

-Whatever!

-Let's make you some tea, it will make you feel better.

-Nothing in this entire world could make me feel better. You don't understand, 1989. You have no idea how much I love her.

-Oh, Rep! I'm sure she still loves you.