LOVE IN MADNESS

MY LITTLE AYANO

TAPE 9:
It's been a while since I married Ryoba.

After nine months since our honeymoon she gave birth to a beautiful daughter whom we named Ayano my little daughter.

The sensation was strange, the feeling of carrying that little being in my arms made me emotional to the point of tears while Ryoba also looked at me very happy to see us together.

As soon as I could, I approached Ryoba and put Ayano in her arms while she pulled me to her side to hug her.

I felt very happy at that moment despite the words of the doctors who looked at us with fear because according to what a nurse said, my little Ayano didn't make any noise when she was born to the point that they thought she was dead, but I didn't pay them any attention. .

They who know about the Aishi gene, about the love I feel for my wife and my family, they know nothing, I don't care about their opinion.

I hope one day you hear this my little Ayano, when she recorded it as soon as we got home from the hospital, you are a very calm and tender little girl and your mother and I love you with all our hearts.

Goodbye, dad loves you.

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They say that the most difficult thing in life is to see a child grow up and in fact I discovered that with great pain.

My little girl was quite lonely as if she had no emotions, that made me feel like a terrible father seeing that my daughter was not able to express emotions or make any friends while she was a beautiful girl.

Ryoba calmed me down at night when the helplessness of seeing my little girl alone and empty made me cry inconsolably.

I knew she wasn't normal but that doesn't matter to me I love her with all my being she is my little daughter and I don't want anything bad to happen to her I just want her to feel emotions like the others despite knowing that she is not like the others she is an Aishi .

Since she was born until now she has always acted in a cold and monotonous way as if she were an emotionless machine which broke my heart to see that at least Ryoba showed some emotion at times which made me doubt myself. same.

"Don't worry, honey, when I find her special person, everything will change, you'll see, I did it," Ryoba repeated to me on the nights when I felt like a terrible father.

Should I hold on to that, she asked me as I watched her play alone in the park with her dull gaze without a hint of shine, while all the children her age ran away from her as if my little girl were a monster.

I fought to give my little Ayano a happy childhood, I swore to myself that I would not stop until I made Ayano feel something or at least until I made sure that she would not kill someone, I just wanted her to know what her actions entailed, maybe then she could feel something. .

It was painful to see how she came home mistreated by her classmates, it made me angry to see how she was bullied and no teacher did anything to prevent it.

It was like her teachers were afraid of her to the point of doing nothing when those damn kids attacked her and my little girl did nothing as if she didn't care as if she didn't feel anything.

She didn't seem to care what was happening to her, she just gave me a tired and dull look and then went silently to her room.

When I could, I approached her and encouraged her to the point of making her laugh at her at several points when I started to play with her.

The only feeling I could see on her face was laughter.

As time went by Ayano seemed to have feelings like a normal girl or at least that's what I thought at first and I must admit that I was happy with that lie no matter how false it was.

I quickly understood that she was pretending to have feelings just to not worry me, which made me feel frustrated and even sadder despite everything, but it only made my love for my daughter stronger.

When I could, I hugged her with all my strength and told her that I loved her just as she reminded her that killing is bad behind Ryoba's back so that she wouldn't get angry at me for interrupting the development of an Aishi.

I know how it will end and at least if I can avoid deaths I will be happy and I will be able to say that I made a difference in a family stained with blood.

Despite everything, I think she had a happy childhood when she didn't have to see her schoolmates and suffer bullying from them.

I made sure to enjoy every second I had with my daughter, we went out as a family to the park, to eat ice cream, to the movies, to the beach, to the aquarium and throughout Japan when possible I tried to show my daughter the world while I had the opportunity. opportunity while enjoying a quiet life with my beautiful wife.

She is about to start her last years of school so Ryoba and I tried to enroll her in akademi although it was difficult to do so at first.

When we approached the principal's office her face turned pale as a bone and her eyes showed absolute fear.

I was with Ryoba, she was close to my arm, very calm, smiling at the director cordially while he looked at us with fear and took something out of his writer.

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When we were facing each other, he pointed a taser at us and started talking about how the school's reputation fell because of Ryoba in a fearful and brittle voice that made me feel sorry for him.

-I don't want them near my school, far from my office. -He yelled at us loudly as if he had waited too long to say it.

"Excuse me, sir, we only come to enroll our daughter in akademi, like us who spent those wonderful years here," Ryoba said with a cordial voice although with his murderous look that he had not seen in decades.

-I would be crazy if I let a potential murderer into my school, I didn't do anything then but I don't plan to stay still this time I won't let them -He repeated for sure, that last one bothered me a lot seeing how he treated my daughter that way.

-I remind you, director, that my wife was declared innocent of these accusations, so please, I ask for your respect. Also, as Saikou Corp workers, we have privileged treatment to enroll our children in school. Maybe I forget - I said, annoyed, remembering a benefit in my contract.

-You are crazy how you married her and I don't care about her damn contract, only a direct order from Mr. Saikou will force me to accept her daughter in my school. -He said furiously while I took Ryoba by the arm to avoid murder, although his words did not hurt me. I love Ryoba, she is my wife and the mother of my daughter and I am not going to be bothered by the foolish words of someone who does not understand our love.

My dear wife was as smart as ever and while the director was attacking us she called Mr. Saikou and told him what she was going through which the director had no choice but to accept after a scream from Mr. Saikou that made us all tremble. .

His expression of frustration and fear when Mr. Saikou forced him to accept my daughter into akademi was funny. I felt sorry for him but he shouldn't have talked about my family like that, he deserved it well.

When we emerged victorious from the principal's office we decided to take a walk around the school and remember our moments together, it was nice, as if the ghosts of those girls weren't there, as if that confession under the cherry tree had been with the only girl I loved. .

It was a very nice moment, haha what one thinks on the way to the airport, I looked down to see Ryoba who was resting peacefully on my shoulder.

My little Ayano, I hope you are well, I hope you take care of yourself while your mother and I get rid of the last bad memory of our past and most importantly, I hope you manage to find the special person while we are gone, take care of yourself, my daughter, we will be back soon.

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E.S.G. OUT