LOVE IN MADNESS

BACK TO SCHOOL

As soon as I got home I didn't pay attention to my parents who asked me how Ryoba was and I just continued to my room in silence.

As soon as I got to my room I could feel them watching me, although no one was there, I could feel a gaze spying on me, I was scared, I had the feeling that Ryoba was still attached to my arm, so I closed the door and locked the windows to try to escape. feel safe

Once I did that I ran to hide inside the sheets of my bed which I hadn't touched in weeks.

I must admit that it was comforting to feel my bed after those days in the basement, the only thing I know is that I must do what is necessary to not end up tied up in the basement again.

I finally felt safe enough to cry silently as he tucked me between my sheets and I remember those days in the basement and the faces and names of all those girls who kindly reached out to me.

I was angry at Ryoba and myself for not doing anything, that damn psycho was there every moment I was happy with one of those girls and she just made sure to ruin those lives.

Because I can't die, everything would be easier if I simply woke up dead and didn't have to worry about bearing the fate of those girls who ended up dead or fallen from grace because of me.

As I cried Ryoba's face got deeper and deeper into my head, the good girl face of hers that made her fool everyone and that I may have to see forever, it's hell.

Finally, through all the tears, I fell asleep hoping to wake up and know that the last few months have been a nightmare even though that longing was just my dream.

JOKICHI'S DREAM:

I woke up suddenly it was a nightmare, as soon as I jumped out of bed in a sudden movement a figure next to me also jumped worried.

"You're fine, dear," said the female voice that caught me in a hug.

"If it was just a nightmare," I responded agitatedly.

I turned to see my companion but what I saw made my blood run cold was Ryoba who looked like she was thirty years old dressed in revealing purple pajamas.

I fell out of bed in a frightened movement and came across several photos throughout the room, in all of them it was me with Ryoba in what seems to be a normal life with me.

There were several of young women on dates and one framed in gold with us at our wedding, all I could do was scream.

-What's wrong, honey? -He approached me.

-This is a lie, this is not real -He shouted scared.

I ran out and fell down the stairs to the basement where I found a tied boy being harassed by another girl who, when she turned around, recognized me and greeted me.

-Hello Dad

-He looks just like mom and you, he is my Senpai.

-Aid

-Aid

END OF THE DREAM:

I woke up suddenly with a high-pitched scream, bathed in sweat, taking me to my mother who said that she would be late for school.

I walked away from her and got ready to go to school, in my head I only repeated the nightmare I had recently, a fear that became more present when I felt a hug from behind.

It was Ryoba who was stuck to me like yesterday.

-We must go to school, I don't want to be late.

We continued together until we reached school, I looked at the ground at all times, I didn't want Ryoba to return to her attitude by looking at another girl and another massacre would begin.

When I arrived at the school I ran into several police officers who were checking any student who entered the school, this was the most prestigious school in Japan and now it is full of police officers checking each student.

At the entrance there was also the director who seemed to be scared, but once he saw Ryoba her nerves turned into terror, her face turned white as milk and her eyes seemed to have tears of cowardice coming out. .

As soon as we passed close to him he immediately walked away from us in a movement that gave him away, it was fast and trembling as if he knew the truth. I just looked away while Ryoba looked at him.

Finally, during classes, Ryoba let me go, although she seemed willing to stay with me so as not to let me go.

As soon as I got to my class I encountered many looks and whispers against me, I kept my head down and tried not to make contact with anyone, especially the girls in the classroom.

I remained elusive and distant with everyone throughout the day, I didn't want to see anyone, I was afraid that if a girl who smiled tomorrow I wouldn't see her again, for that reason I would distance myself from everyone.

When it was time for recess I walked away from everyone and headed to the roof to be alone.

As soon as I arrived from the chasm I stared at the point where I found all the girls who tried to approach me. More than nostalgia I felt afraid to think that for that simple fact all those girls paid the consequences.

"What are you looking at, honey?" Ryoba said, who was behind me, I didn't feel her approach, it was creepy.

"Ahhh, what was that?" I said scared.

"A picnic," she said with a sweet voice as she prepared a blanket and a blanket. with food.

I approached her in silence and sat next to her, it was strange it seemed like there was no one else just the two of us.

She brought the food to my mouth, very excited to share a meal with me, everything was delicious but I wondered if all that food that those girls prepared for me before made me feel bad because they cooked poorly or maybe Ryoba did something to them.

The answer was probably yes but I didn't say anything I just stood there eating her food next to her while I looked down and tried not to let her notice my silent pain.

As soon as the break was over I went back to class until the end of the day and once I did I found Ryoba waiting for me at the exit.

She approached me and said that she should go to her house for lunch, although she made sure to shout it to the entire akademi so that everyone would look at us and I wouldn't have the option to refuse.

I followed her to her house even though she had promised me never to set foot there again, I'm an idiot.

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