‹Is this really me?›

2 down, 14 to go.

★Kokichis pov★
-in the elevator after Kaedes execution-

Kaedes execution just ended. What the fuck is this. Why was it like that? What kind of sick motherfucker bases someones execution off of their ultimate? How did this even happen, I mean Shuichi explained it during the class trial but I never expected the killing game to start like this, I never expected it to start at all... Everyone else seems shocked too... But something seems off, or seemed off with shuichis explanation what- oh whatever, the elevator stopped anyways. I'm getting out.

I step out of the elevator along with a few others, Himiko seems to be eager to go back to her dorm as she seems a bit disturbed and Tenko is practically attached to her, I would say something teasing but I don't feel like getting yelled at right now. I have to get back to my dorm and update my whiteboard. I'll tease someone later once we all calm down a little.

I start to walk away towards the dorms just like everyone else is, looking down at the ground with my hands behind my head, not really paying attention to my surroundings, but nothing can be able to distract me from being able to feel Shuichi looking at me, was he expecting me to act out? No, it's too early for me to be stereotyped like that yet... Why is he looking at me? Whatever, I'll just ignore it. We're almost to the dorms anyways, who even decided to make everything so far away?

|He's at his dorm now cus I don't wanna write that shi-|

I just stared at my whiteboard for a few minutes, going back over the day again before moving Kaedes and Rantaros pictures down. 2 down, 14 to go I guess. I hope everything goes according to plan, I can't let us lose too many... But this plan is going to take awhile to work, could I be able to distract them enough to prevent any further murders for long enough? How would I even do that... I guess I'll think about it tomorrow. It's late... I think. It feels late... Today was exhausting, just the shock from todays events is probably what affected my energy the most though... I still have to put my pajamas on goddamnit

I flip my whiteboard back around and walk over to my closet, that the author is totally sure I have, picking out a blank, black T-shirt and a pair of gray shorts (Cus kokichi would TOTALLY have those) changing into them before walking to my bed and sitting down, just staring at the ground for a few moments until my slight shivering brings me back to reality. Maybe I shouldn't of worn shorts... It's a bit cold... But I'm already sitting down, I don't wanna get back up again.

I roll my eyes before laying down pulling the blanket over me and just ignoring the cold. the cold can fuck off, I'm tired. I turn onto my side before slowly closing my eyes, not falling asleep quickly at all. I can still see Kaedes execution and Rantaro on the floor when I close my eyes. Goddamnit.

I turn again onto my back, opening my eyes and just staring at the ceiling instead. If today is affecting me of all people like this then I wonder how the others are doing... Shuichi was pretty close to Kaede wasn't he..? I wonder how he's doing... Can he sleep either?

...probably not.

...I don't think any of us can sleep tonight.

|A/N|

Hellooo!! This has about 600 words which is a bit short for what I'm aiming for in this fic but I didn't really know anything really huge I could put in the first chapter yk, I hope you liked this and another chapter will be out sometime ^^

He slept with his scarf on btw./hj