Chan was now laying on Felix's couch, thinking.
the three boys stayed at Felix's house for a long time, and since it was late, felix didn't want them to go, because it was really dark and they didn't live that close, so they decided to sleep over at Felix's house.
Han and jeongin laid together at a mattress that felix put in his room, while felix slept on his bed and Chan took the couch.
but he couldn't sleep.
insomnia was bad, but there was something else that was keeping him up.
the boy he has a huge crush on for a long time likes someone else.
and what is worse, is that so called someone else likes his crush back.
what should he even do now?
should he just move on?
I mean, if Felix decides to give that hyunjin guy a chance, Chan wouldn't have any different choice.
he sweared that he will always be there to support felix.
even if that meant that he himself would have to suffer for a while.
he fell in love with someone he couldn't have.
and that is the worst curse.
•~•
hyunjin was in his bed, scared.
he for real confessed to Felix.
and it was the most chaotic confession ever.
but most importantly, he was scared about Felix's answer.
what if he didn't like him and rejected him?
I mean, he promised felix that he would try and move on if he didn't like him.
but would he be able to do that?
hyunjin didn't know.
he sighed.
"I could have definitely confessed better."
he said to himself.
his thoughts kept him up, and as much as he tried to sleep, he couldn't.
he groaned, before getting up and going into his writing room.
what was hyunjin doing?
he would write poem about his feelings.
why?
because that was the only thing he was good at.
heart is left and right
sam hwang
all I see when I look at you
are stars in your eyes
but I'm afraid that i knew
that they would be my desires
why do I smile when I think of you?
no one knows.
why do my eyes only see you?
I feel like my body froze.
your smile should be in the museum
so that everyone can see and feel
what I mean when I say freedom
because your eyes are my home.
but is your heart mine?
what if not?
what if your eyes that shine
aren't for me tho?
please give me your answer
and I promise to you
that I will be your dancer
that dances only for you.
so tell me, my sweetheart
how do you feel?
will you soothe my heart?
or should I heal?
please give me your answer
so I can sleep peacefully
and I'll be your dancer
who will love you secretly.
A/N
I realized I didn't write a poem in this story for a long time, so here is another poem written by me for you my dear readers😍🔥‼️
I know it's shit tho😃
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reflections
Fanfichyunjin is a poet by the day and a dancer by the night. he never revealed his face, because he wants people to read his poetry because it's good, not because the author is hot. felix is a causal guy working at a coffee shop, who has to deal with his...
