hate me all you want...or love me i don't care

Chapter 2

Y/NS POV
"sir?" "y/n it's been awhile" "ya it has" "how's it been?" "good i guess still dealing with losing rhea and then my boyfriend was shot but what makes it good is my 3 kids" "i bet there adorable" "they are" "so look we have been thinking and we thinks it's time to come back and do the storyline with judgment day" "i don't know if i'd make it sir not with the very person that hates me being there" "think on it" "i will but i don't know cus my kids 15 and 4 i can't just travel everywhere again one has school and the others are to young" "please think" "i will bye" he hangs up and i sigh "i told you i'd watch them if wrestling is what you want mom" "hun your 15 i can't do that" "so put me in online school and take us with you" "what about your friends" she takes a second to answer that one "see i told you so i'm not taking you away" "please" i sigh "caity i don't know ok?" she nods "maybe give it some time" "mom my friends texted and told me that we will all still talk and see each other" i chuckle "maybe i can get a baby sitter the first month and see how you and the twins take me being gone and then we go from there?" "sooo does this mean your gonna me the great y/n again?" i laugh "maybe not that name they want me to join judgment day" "oh" "yup" "that sucks for you assume for us" i smile "alright we time go on" "but mooom the twins are asleep" "yes they are "mother daughter night?" "you have school tomorrow" "sick day please i'll help with the twins" "now you know there going to be gone all day with there uncle" "exactly" "fine go to bed and after they leave we'll have a day for us" "just like old times before dad and the twins" "i smile "im sorry i know you miss him" "i do miss him but i was never truly happy and he knew it but that didn't stop us from loving each other and i fell and had the twins and god did i love him" "but there's always been someone else?" "a little i guess but i know i could never ever have her back especially the way i want to it wouldn't be the same caity" "maybe but maybe not" "go to bed" i kiss her head and gently shove her towards the stairs and she giggles running up them and i sit back down with my whiskey the truth is the reason liv kicked me out was because i fell back into my past with drugs and i had to wait forever for caity but i'm so happy i got her cus if i didn't i'd probably be dead i sigh and go up to sleep happy for tomorrows mother daughter day