hate me all you want...or love me i don't care

Chapter 9

Y/NS POV
i wake up to liz and zach running around with the dogs and the smell of food and it's food that rheas cooking so i decide to join her in the kitchen "smell amazing" she smiles "i know you love my cooking love" i look at her "sorry old habits" i nod and sit on to counter "rhea?" "hmm" "do you ever regret ripping the papers up and kicking me out?" she sighs and takes a minute to answer "all the time y/n all the time" "then why did you treat me like that when i came back?" "because i guess i'm still so angry at everything with you cheating and then the fight we had im so angry at myself for kicking you out cus you have always meant the world to me" i look at her and at this point she's almost touching my nose with hers and she's trapping me on the counter until we hear the door open and she moves real fast "mom im home" "ok" "is there anything you need help with?" i see her side eye rhea "no im fine go have fun after all it's is friday" she nods "so does this mean i can go with my friends to that haunted house?" "yes you can as long as i get videos of them screaming" she giggles and runs off to pack "she doesn't trust me y/n" "i know but she will sooner or later" she nods "rhea" "yes y/n?" "what would have happened if she didn't walk in?" "i guess we'll never know" i nod and hear a small "bye mom!" as she leaves for her friends house while ironically are already here to get her and i can't help but stare at rhea and how perfect she is and god do i miss the way she would focus y/n she's your ex wife who probably doesn't wants to be nothing more then friends if she even wants to be anything "you ok there" "ya just thinking" she nods and puts the food at the table and the twins run into eat and she lets the dogs out and we start eating together then we put the twins to bed and let the dogs in so it's just us "movie?" "sure" "will caity be home tonight?" "no" she nods and starts a movie and we sit there and watch it and god do i just want cuddle her