A Deadly Life(Daryl Dixon love story)

Chapter 5: The Shame

Aries Pov.

Oh god! Daryl and I just had sex. Daryl was getting dressed and I just layed here with one sentence runing on a loop in my head," Come for me baby." That sentence made me shiver. That sentence also makes me feel horrible. I love Dary so much but I am married to Dom.  I just cheated on Dom. But with Daryl it is different. There is this feeling that I haven't feelt in a long time. Yes I feel safe with Dom but there was this warm, comforting feeling with Daryl telling me I would Be safe no matter what with him. He was finally done getting dressed  and went to the clothes line to grab my now dry clothes. I had also washed clothes when I bathed. I was so weak and tired from what we did I had trouble getting up. Daryl pulled me up gently and helped me get dressed, while I just leaned against him. After I was dressed in a night gown, he looked down at me with his hand on my face and kissed me. I kissed him back. "I love you so much," Daryl had told me. "I love you too Daryl," I replied. I was so tired I couldn't walk. So Daryl picked me up and carried me to camp. I could hear my brother freaking out and Daryl told him I feel asleep while waiting for my clothes to dry. Lori went to get the rest of my clothes as Daryl passed me to Brian. Brian sat down in his tent and held me. "You didn't fall asleep did you Air." Brian questioned me. "No. I had sex with Daryl." I told him. "You what?" he asked quietly. "No judging big brother. You know I love Dom but I also love Daryl. And I am so angry with Dom right now, and i know that doesn't give me the right to cheat on him but I love Daryl so much and he was there for me with the funeral and with Mary. I love Daryl so much it hurts." I told him with my head still rested against his chest. "I know little sister and I am not judging. I love you ok. Oh and why are you mad at Dom?" He questioned me. "Our baby died and all he could do is sit there and stare. I get it he is grieving but so am I. I was the one that gave birth to a dead baby a month before it was supposed to be born. I had to watch my friends clean my baby and them watch Daryl dress her with the clothes he got for her. I watch Rick and Glenn dig my baby's grave. Hell even abusive Ed pitched in, he got her a ncklace and bracelet. Atleast one of them should have been Dom. But no. Hell even Glenn, Anna, Rick, and I were the ones who put her in her grave. I know he is in pain but he should have been the one to put his daughter to rest. Daddy did the ceromony and Rick made statements. The things Rick said were Beautiful. Dom didn't do nothin." I angrily chanted. "Oh I didn't know that." Brian said shocked. "Oh honey it will be alright." Anna said. That was when we both noticed her and Tommy. "ok." I said. We laid down, me cuddled to Brian's right side and Anna and Tommy on his left. When I woke up it was still dark and Dom was standing right there "I know is all." Is all he had said before walking out. I got up with out waking Brian, Anna, and Tommy. "Dom, you have no right to be mad." I told him even though he did. I was his wife and I cheated. "Yes I do. Aries you cheated on me with your old baby daddy. Of course I have a right to be mad." He yelled. Some how it din't wake anyone up. "Dom I love you, I do but you know I also love him. And he loves me. Atleast he was there for me." I said angrily. "What is that supposed to mean?" he anrily questioned. "I daughter is dead. Daryl was the one to get her the nice things to be buried in. He made her coffin, and made her cross. He aslo made her a flower head band. I get it you are greiving but I was the one who gave birth to our dead daughter. All you did was sit there and watched. It should of been her father to do those things not her mothers ex-boyfriend. You didn't even be the one to put her in her grave. I know its painfully but I did it and I was the one who really lost her. You try to carry a baby inside you thenfind out your eight months pregnant and never knew it. You try falling in love with your baby and then miscarry her." I said while crying. "Dom I love you but I can't be with you anymore. I always loved Daryl and I know we tried to make our marriage work after you cheated on me but I can't do this." "I love you Aries and I won't be with anyone ever again. You are my one true love and you will always be. If I can't be with you then I will be your friend I will always protect you." He said sadly. I walked up to him and hugged him. Then I cuddled back up with Brian and fell asleep.

Wow eventful day. Sorry for the dirty sentence but it helped with the shame of cheating on her husband. But she Realized she love daryl even more than Dom. Thanks for reading my lovly nerds. -Amber