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"You have to let me go"

That was the only thing I was thinking, did he really wanted me to let him fall into the nothing? I couldn't, I-I lied to him, I made him think he couldn't trust anyone, and he just wants me to let him go? I promised to everyone that I would take them out of here and now... -I CANT!- I yelled at him- I can't just let you go after all I- he interrupted me.- look I know you are sorry but now is not the moment it's me or all of us... if you don't do it, I'll do it- he said- I-I just can't- I said very low... he looked at me with a soft simile and whispered- its okay- then he burned my hand making me let him go... I just didn't just do that, right?

I could hear the sound of my heart beat, I looked at my hand, it was red. I looked at the others, I could see a tear on sammy's face before Yas punched me in the face.- how could you?!- she yelled at me- how could you have let him go?- she continued.

How could I have let them down?

I fell into the ground, I could feel the blood falling through my lips, my hand burned, my body hurt, tears falling throw my cheeks, I felt weak, I tried to say something but I couldn't.

Yas:- How could you! She said punching me in the face for a second time.

Darius:- I-I am sorry, He- I- tried to hold on but-but... I was crying, a lot, I couldnt stop, like someone opened the doors for my tears to fall, I couldn't stop crying and crying...

Yas:- You are just a fucking, dumb, crybaby!

Sammy placed her hand on Yas shoulder in a signal to stop, and she did.

Brooklyn:- We- We have to keep going...The monorail is going north we have to jump.

Yas:- WHAT?! You just let ben fall of here and now you want us to jump?! You are wrong if you think ill follow you after what you did to him!- she said yelling at me, my body still hurted.

Brooklyn:-i know that Ben's lost its hard, but- wouldn't he wanted to us to get out of here?- she said with a soft look, i could tell she also felt like she couldnt trust me but she had to...- there!- she pointed to the rails- the tracks dips down up ahead! - If we where going to jump, I'll be the one keeping his fanny pack.

And like that, everyone followed Brooklyn, and when the tracks dipped down we jumped.

My body hurt because of the fall, my hand, and my nose still bleeding, but I'll still keep going. I asked everyone if they were okay, and everything was okay. But Kenji, who jumped with Bumpy lost her in the fall but we didn't have time to look for Bumpy we had to go! He started to yell but Brooklyn stopped him. Sammy thought it was a good idea to look for her but we couldn't just lose one of the last things he had from him, Yas already lost hope and told her we couldn't, Sammy trusted her...

For now, no one trusts anyone, because of me.

Then a male voice form the speakers said that we had 60 minutes to get to the ferries.

Yas:- No chance we could get there in an hour! It's way too far!

Brooklyn:- not if we leave right now!

Sammy:- but, bumpy and Ben...!- I feel bad for Yas and Sammy...

Brooklyn:- we can't go back for Ben! Ben's....gone.

And awkward silence... I hate them, but the only thing I could think of, was Him... he said he was and jerk with me, but who wouldn't? After all, I did to everyone...

Brooklyn:-there's just not enough time to look for...

Darius:- Ben..? We can make it to the ferry, but only if we go now.- I looked at my hand it was still red, and I could see drops of blood falling from my nose.- we have to go!