the odd boy

OdD bOy 2

Alex walked down the stairs as he heard Phil call for dinner he couldn't lie he was really hungry the only thing he had today to eat was a small yogurt cup from the group home but he knew he couldn't eat anything he just hated the way he looked he was too big and too ugly he thought that maybe if he ate less he would look better his stomach growling as he walked down the stairs and up to phil scared but ready to face him up I'm not really hungry he said grabbing a water bottle out of the fridge ok but tell me if u need anything Phil said in a sophisticated voice like he's been through what qualkty said more than once quakity politely asked if he could be excused and after phils approval he walked up the stairs which a chilled ice water in his hands he walked in his room noticing his vape sticking out of his bag got he hated it yet he needed it like a baby and it's mother of course he was the baby he pulled out his phone and started playing a game of mine craft before opening the door to his private bathroom he opened up his bag pulling out something he would hide from most houses I mean it wasn't customary for a boy like him to be into that stuff but he was and he was great at it too god he loved makeup the way it covered all his insecurities and made him not only look but feel like a new person and being quakity he wanted that more than anything. He set his makeup bag on the counter before pulling out his items he was pretty much low if not empty on everything because he either was not welcome or to scared to share about his passion with other homes he just hoped the crafts didn't find out and send him away like multiple houses before he was just applying his foundation over his scar when he heard a knock at his door shit he quickly ran his face under cool water washing it visiously with a wash cloth come in he said whence he felt ready opening the door was what u could tell was the youngest by his face but definetly not by his height he was just a few inches under Wilbur he was skinny but not as lanky as Wilbur and he had hair like the sun and freckles like the sand on the Beach hi I'm tommy he said in a lowered voice than what it actually was Phil just wanted me to come check in with u so u know who I am or whatever I'm gonna go shower ok he said nodding before walking away he sighed glad it wasn't Phil coming to reprimand him on not eating or something. "Knock knock knock" great another person at the door couldn't they just leave him  alone for two seconds he opened it clearly annoyed technoblade was standing out side the door rocking on his heels uh Phil just wanted me to tell u it's okay to go to bed because U seem tired and he says we will go through triggers and stuff tommorow ok but he also says u can come downstairs if u want "listen Phil is trying really hard so don't make it to hard on him ok I know it can be hard but just know he's here for u and he's really trying ok techno said despretly quakity nodded without making a sound after about 2 minutes of awkward silence techno spoke "and by the way your eyeliners uneven" he said unfazed shit quakity had frogoten to wash it off 10 minutes after his talk with Tommy his face flushed red,with embarrassment I won't tell techno said after realizing that this was an embarrassing topic for quakity and I can teach u how to do it cleaner if u want techno offered I do it sometimes to I think it looks cool techno said with a cold smile but not in a mean way just kind of how he is after techno left quakity flushed his face and went to bed he was sure he wasn't going down stairs after that mess he thought he was vulnerable before but now he looked like a baby he went to sleep mad at himself for showing others his secrets oh how stupid he thought as he drifted off to sleep.