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𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 13

Rosaline's POV
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I'm angry. That's the truth.

I've always hated and gotten annoyed when people get angry I always called it uncalled for.

But I can't help but feel angry.

If I don't feel angry I feel hurt and I don't want to feel hurt.

I wish things were easier. I wish everything was perfect

We can't always get what we want.

This few weeks has been good both Elliot and Ethan has been surprisingly nice to me and haven't been as annoying and self absorbed as I thought. We've had good conversations and they've been really understanding that I had no idea when I'd start spilling out things.

Like my problems with rosabelle and how she always hurt me. I even almost told him about her situation.

It feels good speaking to them not just good but a special good and I like that.

They took away the hurt Soo I didn't have to be angry and I like that.

I tried to push them away but they we're everywhere and I couldn't help speaking to them anytime they spoke to me I was lonely.

I've been avoiding rosabelle Alot and I've been stirring away from them whenever she's near to avoid any unneeded jealousy from her.

And honestly she's been hard to doge and I've been lucky.

They're opinion on rosabelle was I should basically make it clear I don't want her around me.

And It seems mature Soo I felt it was right and I haven't spoken to her in forever and to be honest it feels refreshen.

I'm now writing down every thing that's happened.

Every year beginning I start writing down everything that's happened and share the year into letters and I tie them onto a stone and let it sink in the garden pond.

Almost all the pictures of mother has been near the garden's pond.

I guess that's why it's my favorite place.

I'm skipping dinner this night and just sitting in my bed sumerising the few weeks in my journal.

And I hear a knock on my room door and quietly say come in continually writing.

No one comes in and I feel a shiver run down my spine.

And I hear whispers saying continually.

"Open it"

"Open it"

"Open it"

And I grab my hears but sadly I still hear the voices and I just can't help it but shake my head again and again.

And I feel a pair of hands grab me I move forward to runaway and I'm about to scream only to be silenced by a veiny hand covering my mouth and immediately lick the palm destracting whoever that was and start running only to be brought into an embrace.

And I take a whoof out of the man and realize he smells really, really good.

And I turn my head slowly and realize it's Damien and we're at the pond.

"What's going on ?" I question Damien feeling slightly out of it.
And he raises an eyebrow looking at me softly.

"I should be asking you are you okay ?"

"Y-Yeah" I say then realize how close this position is and unravel myself from him feeling my skin cry out for his touch.

We've gotten closer to the point of asking questions and it's refreshing to have someone who cares enough to ask questions when strange things happen to show he cares.

He looks at me concerned and gives me a kiss on the forehead and walks away leaving me shocked.

He kissed me ?

I can't believe this

Or maybe he meant it like in a sister in-law type of way and I quickly go to my room residing there for the day.

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It's three days later and here I found myself lying on my bed with Ethan and Elliot between both sides.

And I didn't even notice or found it weird that my sister's fiance and his brother's being a little to nice to me.

"Um-when last did you guys speak to rosabelle ?" I question and I don't ask any more questions as they reply.

"I nodded when she showed me my room ?" Damon says.

I wish I could just have peace like this for a really long time instead I'm gonna have to return to my life after this and I sigh.

And they both look at me with cocked eyebrows.

And I send them a smile and get myself prepared for that question.

"Are you okay ?"

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